i. media statistics

　— by the numbers 　

• film runtime: ≈
• series runtime: ≈
• combined watch time: ≈
• page count: ≈

　— top 10 songs 　

ii. personal trends

　　⿻ in ——　

　　maintaining routines. seeking new music. intentional wardrobe. self-care. deep reading. customization. organic curation.

　　⿻ out ——　

　　noise for distraction. spotify. hopping on fashion cycles. neglecting my body. living in the past. pinterest. twitter.

iii. calendar

• 𖣠 · 01.08 research colloquium
• 𖣠 · 01.17 trip to the city
• 𖦹 · 01.21 bro's birthday
• 𖣠 · 02.04-05 college retreat
• 𖣠 · 02.09 first day of practicum (clinical)
• 𖣠 · 02.11 les misérables world tour spectacular
• 𖣠 · 02.28 bar night with cousins
• 𖦹 · 03.05 anniversary
• 𖣠 · 04.13 first day of practicum (industrial)
• 𖦹 · 04.23 joi's birthday
• 𖣠 · 06.16 college graduation

iv. thoughts

jan: the start of this year has made me anxious / preparing documents for my practicum is a dizzying task / i have no motivation for my hobbies but i'm looking for ways to get inspired again / i want to shut the world out for a while and sleep some more / trying to find my peace instead of serving others so much / trying my best to connect with my friends, although i feel so alone / no more getting sick in 2026, please!

feb: life in the city is surprisingly refreshing, i never thought i would feel so alive... / stepping away from twitter and pinterest / watched les mis at the solaire theater and still in awe / looking good and feeling good despite the stress of constant overtime / college retreat reset my soul, it feels so definitive now! / feeling inspired to renovate my room / spring deep cleaning before summer takes away my motivation / saving up on a digicam (a present to myself for my graduation this june) / doing well in mock board exams (surprisingly! but not unwelcome) / still got sick even after taking all the precautions during my travel to and fro...

mar: greeted the month with a party / falling back into some old bad habits after returning home / not partaking in any of my hobbies as much, but still trying to be consistent with my journaling even if my writing is not its best right now / first time staying awake all night since sophomore year / being able to work is so nice / baked cookies with my aunt and it relieved me of my worries / treating myself to more intentional rest / finally decluttered my room!

apr: catching up on rest before starting my second setting of practicum /

may:

jun:

jul:

aug:

sep:

oct:

nov:

dec:

v. undercurrents

vi. loose threads