that old feeling erupted again. the dislocation between her sense of self inside and her behavior outside. clear and undeniable. I felt as though I could never bring them together.

☆.。.:*  。・:*:・゚★,。・:*:・゚☆

  • maria eduarda. (mia) ・ ela/dela. ptbr/eng. 18
  • de escorpião, enfj-t.
  • desvendar os segredos do universo e constantemente procurar pela felicidade.

letterboxd | twitter | curiouscat | pinterest | spotify | last.fm | bds

sep 14 2019 ∞
feb 5 2021 +
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  • personagens: guido mista, tony tony chopper.
  • virar a noite
  • chuva
  • livros, itens de papelaria
  • planejar todos meus dias no planner
  • ver meu horóscopo toda semana
  • piscina e banho de sol
  • desenhar
  • filmes de terror italianos
  • cinema experimental
  • assistir rupaul's drag race comendo cereal
  • me maquiar só para tirar foto
  • skincare
  • ler poesia
  • acender incenso lavanda, lótus, uvas
  • dar e receber bom dia
  • fazer boards no pinterest
  • montar healing playlists ou músicas que me lembram alguém
jan 31 2020 ∞
feb 5 2021 +
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  • sol ☉ em escorpião
  • ascendente ✩ em leão
  • lua ☾em câncer
  • mercúrio ☿ em libra
  • vênus ♀ em escorpião
  • marte ♂ em libra
  • júpiter ♃ em leão
  • saturno ♄ em gêmeos
  • urano ♅ em aquário
  • netuno ♆ em aquário
  • plutão ♇ em sagitário
dec 14 2018 ∞
feb 5 2021 +
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  • “some of these things are symptoms and some of these are being human. and now I'm torn between trying to be a better man and trying to accept the man I am. the people that I've talked to and the books that I've read and the tv shows and movies that I've seen are all I have to turn to to learn how to live but when will I ever learn?” kimochi warui (when? when? when? when? when? when? when?).
  • “i have become such a negative person / it was all just an act / it was all so easily stripped away. but if we learn how to live like this maybe we can learn how to start again. like a child who's never done wrong, who wasn't taken that first step.” drunk drivers / killer whales
  • “[...] because it's not the sadness that hurts you, it's the brain's reaction against it. it's not enough to love the unreal, I am inseparable from the impossible...__beach life-in-death.__
feb 5 2021 ∞
feb 26 2021 +
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28 de outubro

  • 1636 – é fundada a universidade harvard, nos estados unidos.
  • 1784 – morre o filósofo john locke, pai do liberalismo.
  • 1886 – é inaugurada a estátua da liberdade em nova york.
  • 1892 – o francês émile reynaud exibe a projeção do primeiro filme animado.
  • 1974 – nasce joaquin phoenix, ator norte-americano.
  • 1987 – nasce frank ocean, cantor e compositor norte-americano.
  • 2007 – cristina kirchner torna-se a primeira mulher eleita para a presidência da argentina.
  • dia do funcionário público.

insp.

dec 18 2019 ∞
dec 20 2020 +
oct 24 2020 ∞
feb 5 2021 +
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clássicos para ler em 2021

  • o morro dos ventos uivantes, emily bronte
  • dracula, bram stoker
  • frankenstein, mary shelley
  • crime e castigo, fiodor dostoievski
  • farenheit 451, ray bradbury
  • o apanhador no campo de centeio, j. d. salinger
  • o processo, franz kafka
  • o grande gatsby, f. scott fitzgerald
  • viagem ao centro da terra, jules verne
  • alice no país das maravilhas, lewis carroll
  • jane eyre, charlotte brontë
jan 3 2021 ∞
feb 5 2021 +
jul 29 2020 ∞
feb 5 2021 +

moram no meu coração

  • a woman under the influence (1974) .. dir. john cassavetes
  • after hours (1985) .. dir. martin scorsese
  • almost famous (2000) .. dir. cameron crowe
  • death proof (2007) .. dir. quentin tarantino
  • deep red (1975) .. dir. dario argento
  • fallen angels (1995) .. dir. wong kar-wai
  • fantastic planet (1973) .. dir. rené laloux
  • in the mood for love (2000) .. dir. wong kar-wai
  • late spring '晩春' (1949) .. dir. yasujiro ozu
  • le bonheur (1965) .. dir. agnès varda
  • les demoiselles de rochefort (1967) .. dir. jacques demy
  • les yeux sans visage (1960) .. dir. georges franju
  • paranoid park (2007) .. dir. gus van sant
  • synecdoche, new york (2008) .. dir. charlie kaufman
feb 3 2020 ∞
feb 5 2021 +

“In a sense, fear is the daughter of God, redeemed on Good Friday. She is not beautiful, mocked, cursed or disowned by all. But don’t be mistaken, she watches over all mortal agony, she intercedes for mankind; for there is a rule and an exception. Culture is the rule, and art is the exception. Everybody speaks the rule; cigarette, computer, t-shirt, television, tourism, war. Nobody speaks the exception. It isn’t spoken, it is written; Flaubert, Dostoyevsky. It is composed; Gershwin, Mozart. It is painted; Cézanne, Vermeer. It is filmed; Antonioni, Vigo. Or it is lived, then it is the art of living; Srebrenica, Mostar, Sarajevo. The rule is to want the death of the exception. So the rule for cultural Europe is to organize the death of the art of living, which still flourishes. When it’s time to close the book, I have no regrets. I’ve seen so many people live so badly, and so many...

jul 9 2020 ∞
dec 2 2020 +