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I can’t conceive of you. I’ve tried and keep trying. I want to believe that you’re me without a concept, that you’re devoid of conceptualization. It scares me to consider this, but it’s a strangely pleasurable fear, a kind of shoddy, simulacral sublime, generated by my own romantic inclinations. It has no concrete relationship with this absence of certainty about who and what you could actually be.