I'm sorry but I know you're not. I'll lock up all the words we've ever exchanged in a little black box. No matter the case, I'm so very happy that you're happy. It touches my soul to see you smile. I know the endless ribbons of smugness lodged inside of it but I also know there's selflessness in it too. I wish you the best. I can't say I miss you because I'm not too sure of that any more. But I hope you're happy and that you stay happy and that everything turns out all right.