these days i’m literally going out of my mind. i sit in class and try to focus and all i see is you. you’re everywhere; in my head, on the board, in my notes and physically 3 seats away. it sounds cliché; you are so close, but so far away at the same time. sometimes just thinking about it makes me feel sick to my stomach. i can’t sleep. i can’t study. i can’t do anything without thinking about you. the truth is, i think that you are the first person that i’ve ever liked. liked more than a passing crush. someone i could actually see myself with.