I just want to be young again. There used to be a fence and I used to be able to fit in between the cracks and run for an endless amount of time, a procession of moments, along green grass and large pipes an security cameras and some strange buildings. I had no idea where I was and that added to the beauty of it. It had the sheen of a young adult novel,a fairytale, so what. These things lose their spark when you acquire a map. I don't want to grow up. It's too late.