this morning, i dreamt of you. you seriously need to give me a break. part of my reasons why im mia is because i want to burn the bridge between us. i guess it’s too much to ask for. i hope you let me go already. stop haunting my dreams. it felt real when i woke up and the shitty part was that i wasn’t sure if i wanted it to be real or not.

and tonight, i would rather have a conversation with you instead of with my homeworks pulling my hair out. i miss you. and how we used to be. how normal and honest i could be with you and you wouldn’t care how messed up i am.