dates & events

• IS THIS THE YEAR I DID FINALLY BREAK THE FEVER?

to do

• study, just study a fucking lot

read (books/fanfictions/mangas/etc)

• TOO MANY FANFICS, I'M CRYING

watched (movies/series/animes)

• 20-22|
  • yuri!!! on ice (episode 1-4)
  • secret garden (episode 7 i guess?)
  • hitorijime my hero (episode 1 & 2)

writing

• plotting and reasearching for CCM

soundtrack

• poison heart - him
• in the end - black veil brides
• the path - him
• miss you love - silverchair
• man of war - radiohead
• history maker - dean fujioka

about those days

• 1-3| guess there's too many fanfics convincing me to not do what i need to do. and also, i've been really sick since last wednesday.
• 4| went to dentist // FANFICTION, BITCHEs
• 5| still drunk on fanfics // crying when it's near sunrise. i miss her.
• 6 slept at jonathan's // i think i'm not ready to stop missing her or my appointments
• 7| i slept a fucking lot with jonathan
• 8| idr, so it's irrelevant
• 9| i'm pretty sure my mom was a bitch
• 10| playing with the kids // reading fanfic in the bathtub and almost falling asleep in there
• 11-20| i've slept so fucking much everyday and watching yt videos and now i don't really know who i am
• 21| went to passeio publico with jow, it's kind of a bird zoo mixed with drug dealing point lol, then we had burritos and went back to his home. i puked while taking a shower and he had to clean it.
• 22| slept the fucking entire day