"My pale blue star / My rainbow how good it is / To know you are like me"

• I Won't Hurt You - The West Coast Pop Art Experimental Band

"The keeper of the games is asking you / To live the way you always knew / And the keeper of the games says / Don't be afraid 'cause time is on your side"

• The Keeper of the Games - Sagittarius

"I'd like to help you but you're past that / I'd like to help you but it's too late / I'd like to look around the corner just to find what I could see"

• The Answer - The Guess Who

"You can't change me / Into something that I'm not"

• "Death destroys a man, but the idea of death saves him." - E. M. Forster, Howards End
• "Beauty means the scent of roses and then the death of roses." - F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of Paradise
• "Everything is more beautiful because we are doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again." - Homer, The Iliad
• "You read something which you thought only happened to you, and you discover that it happened 100 years ago to Dostoyevsky. This is a very great liberation for the suffering, struggling person, who always thinks that he is alone. This is why art is important. Art would not be important if life were not important, and life is important." - James Baldwin
• "I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this w...

• "Keep pure your highest ideal, strive ever towards it; let naught stop you or turn you aside, for mine is the secret door which opens upon the door of youth"

- evan lynette : from Gaelic eóghan (youth) & Welsh eluned (idol)

• they / sir moss
• pisces sun / leo moon / cancer rising
• crystal & book hoarder; creature admirer
• harbinger of death; patron saint of cringe
• closet writer

maudlin • adjective

• self-pityingly or tearfully sentimental, often through drunkenness.

sonorous • adjective

• capable of producing a deep or ringing sound.

sepulchre • noun

• a small room or monument, cut in rock or built of stone, in which a dead person is laid or buried.

diaphanous • adjective

• (especially of fabric) light, delicate, and translucent.

melpominous • adjective

• having a quality of tragic beauty.

watching

• Lost in Space | S1E5
• Keijo | S1E5
• Altered Carbon | S2E1

reading

• The Body Keeps the Score: Brain, Mind, and Body in the Healing of Trauma - Bessel van der Kolk

listening to

• Guys We F****d w/ Corinne Fisher & Krystyna Hutchinson
• Queersplaining w/ Callie Wright
• NB: My Nonbinary Life w/ Caitlin Benedict & Amrou Al-Kadhi
• Welcome to Night Vale
• The Magnus Archives
• Homo Sapiens w/ Alan Cumming & Christopher Sweeney

• and it was political.
• I made coffee and the coffee was political.
• I took a shower and the water was.
• I walked down the street in short shorts and a Bob Mizer tank top
• and they were political, the walking and the shorts and the beefcake
• silkscreen of the man posing in a G-string. I forgot my sunglasses
• and later, on the train, that was political,
• when I studied every handsome man in the car.
• Who I thought was handsome was political.
• I went to work at the university and everything was
• very obviously political, the department and the institution.
• All the cigarettes I smoked between class...

• sunshine popadelic
• your friendly neighborhood owo
• suspended conversations
• 50s/60s surf rock
• potion seller's strongest potion
• the movie soundtrack