• We were talking about the great things
    • that have happened in our lifetimes;
    • and I said, “Oh, I suppose the moon landing
    • was the greatest thing that has happened
    • in my time.” But, of course, we were all lying.
    • The truth is the moon landing didn’t mean
    • one-tenth as much to me as one night in 1963
    • when we lived in a three-room flat in what once had been
    • the mansion of some Victorian merchant prince
    • (our kitchen had been a clothes closet, I’m sure),
    • on a street where by now nobody lived
    • who could afford to live anywhere else.
    • That night, the three of us, Claudine, Johnnie and me,
    • woke up at half-past four in the morning
    • and ate cinnamon toast together.
    • “Is that all?” I hear somebody ask.
    • Oh, but we were silly with sleepiness
    • and, under our windows, the street-cleaners
    • were working their machines and conversing in Italian, and
    • everything was strange without being threatening,
    • even the tea-kettle whistled differently
    • than in the daytime: it was like the feeling
    • you get sometimes in a country you’ve never visited
    • before, when the bread doesn’t taste quite the same,
    • the butter is a small adventure, and they put
    • paprika on the table instead of pepper,
    • except that there was nobody in this country
    • except the three of us, half-tipsy with the wonder
    • of being alive, and wholly enveloped in love.
jan 15 2021 ∞
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