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— Index

  • About me
  • Five things
  • Junk journal
  • Quotes
  • Witchcraft
  • Queer theory
feb 22 2020 ∞
jan 19 2023 +
mar 18 2020 ∞
jan 10 2022 +

▸ First try: 2020 to 2023

Start date: 2022年12月31日 ┊ Finish date: 2025年09月27日

▸ ▧ WIP ┊ ☑ Completed: 012/101

  • ▧ Save R$50 for every task I complete (R$ 500/R$ 600).
  • ☑ Buy something I want with the money from the last list (Yes. Just go ape shit. Buy something).
  • ☐ Write a letter to future me.
  • ☐ Apply for a passport.
  • ☐ Apply for dual citizenship.
  • ☐ Take the IELTS test.
  • ☐ Get a (new) job.
  • ☑ Discover what I want to research in college.
  • ☐ Take an astronomy class.
  • ☐ Go to all the doctors I keep postponing.
  • ☑ Change psychologist.
  • ☑ Get my diagnosis.
dec 31 2022 ∞
feb 13 2024 +
jul 26 2019 ∞
jan 10 2022 +

The lives we've shared have brought us here.

Damien (Δαμιανος): conquer, master, overcome, tame.

    • ⅹⅹⅲ. they/them. o/ele/o. pt-br. en-uk.
    • scorpio. chaotic neutral. enfp.

Where you can find pieces of me:

  • Images with an ominous vibe.
  • Overcoats and scarves.
  • Cloudy and windy days.
  • The sound of the waves.
  • To skywatch or stargaze.
  • Every single Bastille song.
  • Late nights in the city.
  • Old books and libraries.
mar 14 2020 ∞
nov 13 2023 +

⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ unhingedadjective

  • mentally unbalanced; deranged.

⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ menacenoun

  • a person or thing that is likely to cause harm; a threat or danger.

⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ larger than lifeidiom

  • greater, grander than most others of its kind.
  • a person more interesting or exciting than most people.

⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ 宝贝 /bǎobèi/ noun

  • rare, precious, treasure.
  • darling, honey, sweetheart.

⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ unfathomableadjective

  • incapable of being fully explored or understood.

⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ till kingdom comeidiom

apr 23 2020 ∞
may 2 2022 +

Kelpies • Scottish

  • "Ten children were playing by a lake when a kelpie showed up. Nine of the children clambered onto the creature's back, but the last one hesitated. The boy reached a hand to pet the horse, but his hand got stuck to its neck. When the horse tried to drag the children into the lake, the little boy ripped his hand off to free himself. The boy survived while the other children were carried off and drowned, with only some of their entrails being found."

Leucrocuta • India and Aethiopia

  • "In Ethiopia, there is an animal called crocottas, vulgarly kynolykos [dog-wolf], of amazing strength. It is said to imitate the human voice, to call men by name at night, and to devour those who approach it. It is as brave as a lion, as swift as...
nov 1 2021 ∞
jan 27 2023 +

Do not go gentle into that good night by Dylan Thomas.

  • Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

The raven by Edgar Allan Poe.

  • Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before;

The haunted palace by Edgar Allan Poe*

  • And travellers, now, within that valley, Through the red-litten windows see Vast forms that move fantastically To a discordant melody; While, like a ghastly rapid river, Through the pale door A hideous throng rush out forever, And laugh—but smile no more.

A dream within a dream by Edgar Allan Poe.

  • Yet if hope has flown away In a night, or...
feb 6 2022 ∞
oct 21 2023 +
  • can you feel your heart burning? can you feel the struggle within? the fear within me is beyond anything your soul can make. you cannot kill me in a way that matters.
  • *writing in my diary using a glitter gel pen* I'm losing my sense of humanity
  • turns out i simply cannot handle things or situations
  • idk what it is about sitting in chairs and having both feet on the floor but it's so uncomfortable and awful and I'll never willingly do it if there's literally any other option.
  • whew ok, time to work! ..okay. okay. let’s get started. …,,okeyy ah lets do this. yep…. okay. yes sir lets do this. let’s get started….just gonna start now yep. ,,okay. okay. okayy. ok. …ok..okey…..alright ok.. right hhh.
  • coming out of my cage and they're shoutin...
sep 29 2021 ∞
jan 2 2023 +
  • Canon-Typical Worms
  • I would like the thing that isn't tea to be a recurring character please Mr. Sims sir
  • We’re going full Mr Darcy, but sluttier.
  • jon's sexy sexy powers of sheer denial ''ghosts aren't real''-ing himself straight out of the grave
  • Tfw you're using a secret identity on top of your secret identity, and get cock blocked from your true love because everyone thinks you're engaged to your brother
  • Arthur makes a mistake... again, Arthur pendragon makes another mistake, and another one, and then another.
  • I'm reclaiming Christianity for the gays I am sorry but someone has to do it.
  • Doodoodoodooodooodoooo perrryyyyyyyyy.
  • Major character death but they don't stay dead long not gonna lie, is it major cha...
sep 18 2021 ∞
jan 19 2023 +