So, here's the deal:

• I like boys.
• And I like girls.
• And I like people who are gender neutral.
• And I don't feel like I should have to make a very deliberate effort to "come out."
• I don't have any desire to make an announcement or a declaration.
• I don't have any desire to lable myself as "bisexual" or "pansexual" or anything because it's something that I think can change and develop over time.
  • But I guess I identify as queer.
• I feel like I should just be able to like whoever I want and not have it be questioned.
• I'm frustrated that people feel that they can assume that I'm straight just because I don't always have the courage to talk about who I'm into.
• I'm frustrated that sexuality matters to people at all.
  • I mean, I understand that the people I'm close to have an interest in me and my life and facets of my identity, and that makes sense, I guess. I just...I wish it was something that could come up naturally and not be a source of confusion or drama or a;sna;sdknvjns; I don't know.
• I guess I just wish all people were assumed to be neutral in everything, until they feel like they want to talk about it.
• And the thing is, I am the same as those people who frustrate me.
  • When I find out that someone is queer I kinda make it a big deal too.
• I just wish it had a degree of normalcy.

[This probably doesn't make much sense. I am confusing myself as I write this.]