I have gained so much weight recently... Dear lord, it's pathetic. So, with a show coming up and college just around the corner, we're going to fix this.

• I have a gym membership... hello!
• no excuses.
• Weigh myself on the daily. every morning.
• actually pay attention to what goes into your mouth!
• absolutely no making things "okay," if I can't have it, I can't have it.
• carry around the calorie book and actually pay attention to it
• don't be stupid... le duh.

I know what I want to look and feel like, and this isn't it.