Zhangliang Malatang

• soup with (pork belly, beef cuts, layered tofu, bok choy, greens, quail egg, tofu, wood ears, cha siu, enoki mushroom, tomato base)

Yummy Future

• iced strawberry cream matcha latte
• iced lavender cream matcha latte
• peach cream soda
• turkey havarti pesto

Shawarma Joint

• salad steak/gyros, extra fried eggplant, Mediterranean salad, yogurt salad, hummus, tahini sauce bowl
• french fries

Midsummer Lounge

• ground pork & cucumber shred noodles

Mia Za’s

• sit at & look at the ocean at night
• see sea sparkle
• learn my ocarina
• go berrypicking with friends
• giant hip tattoo
• take in a stray cat
• and bunny café
• buy an art book
• hug a grizzly bear without getting mauled
• get a REAL marimo moss ball
• get a black spike on animal jam
• buzz cut
• own a trilobite
• sift for ammonites
• ride in a hot air balloon

Kill your darlings

Some things, once you’ve loved them, become yours forever. And if you let them go, they only circle back and return to you. They become part of who you are— or destroy you.

• 03.12.23 ⇢ she braided my hair. i grew hair so it could be braided...
• 03.10.23 ⇢ redacted but you know.
• 01.08.23 ⇢ at one point i was facetiming chang and they were on like a carriage of sorts and suddenly I teleport on there, they were on a trip and had water bottles in both of their coat pockets, we get off the hayride somewhere but then they disappear and the group goes into a museum, inside are glass cases full of earrings but each pair is like $15,000, i joke abt stealing a pair cuz some where cheaper $3.75 with fun designs like the lesbian flag and not actual precious gemstones, a girl takes my phone and I’m like ok lol she’s gonna give it back at some point, she doesn’t and instead her and her friends disappear. i have to hunt for them in the entire building and I’m mad as fuck bc i can’t use my phone to call chang and ...

• vi / shenhe / tartaglia / lady maria / terra / lio fotia / fu hua / beomchul kang / blade / sanganomiya kokomi / queen chrysalis / homura akemi / luz noceda / amity blight / ursula callistis / dainsleif / kneesocks / abigail jones / mika hyakuya / jingliu / gumi / quanxi / rin kagamine / alex fierro / kalmia / eto yoshimura / mileena

what love isn’t - yrsa daley-ward

It is not a five-star stay. It is not compliments and it is never ever flattery. It is solid. Not sweet but always nutritious always herb, always salt. Sometimes grit. It is now and till the end. It is never a slither, never a little it is a full serving it is much too much and real never pretty or clean. It stinks—you can smell it coming it is weight it is weight and it is too heavy to feel good sometimes. It is discomfort—it is not what the films say. Only songs get it right it is irregular it is difficult and always, always surprising.