- night walks
- and morning walks after staying awake all night
- shitty fast food
- late night black coffee
- and afternoon and evening black coffee
- rewatching american psycho and trying to mimic patrick bateman’s exact accent and cadence and memorise his lines
- staying on campus til 4am and leaving as people start trickling in bc they can see you
- grinding anki and clearing all your decks (its a powerful feeling)
- singing to yourself. SOLO ROOM KARAOKE, its a wonderful thing
- also solo dance party for those truly dire situations
- vocalising pretend conversations to yourself when you’re walking
- solo cinema trip (actually very healing)
- sitting on park benches for way too long bc you don’t want to get up
- taking a dubious attitude towards risk-taking activities (don’t do this! always stay safe)
- taking a random book or manga or whatever and forcing yourself to read the whole thing in one night even when your eyes start to hurt
- 3am depression shower
- more walks
- not cleaning your room no matter what
- nail painting and chipped nails and repainting, taking the paint off, picking a new colour, etc. etc.
- missing all of your classes bc you are asleep and then complaining about your class schedule being intolerable
- more walks and imaginary conversations when you walk and what you would say to [insert current favourite person] and how they are probably definitely in love with you (girl…)
- just thinking too much!!!!!! about too many things!!!!! its very tiring
- VERY BAD IMPULSE PURCHASES
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