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hi. it's 4 am october 21st in the year 2021. i know this list is supposed to be for 2020 but.. a lot has happened during the past year and i have tried getting back here a lot of times but i everything had just been really messy and didnt know how to start with "organizing" things. january 2020, covid-19 was starting to spread. two months later, lockdowns started and i started working from home. sometime later, i got into the biggest headache of my fangirl life that is fanbase work. it went on for months and months and MONTHS. in retrospect, maybe i let it go on for so long bc while it was making my head pound and didnt let me have proper sleep, it was the only thing that was keeping me sane during the trying times. i guess i needed something that can use to distract myself from the fact that suddenly a lot of people are dying and the damn government just treats them as mere statistical numbers.

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i had work on christmas day, my mbti type changed from entp to entj, i kinda got into graphic designing again, treasure debuted... these are just some of the things that happened in 2020 that i can pull from the top of my head right now. i could say that it's one of the worst years i had in my life so far. something really happened in 2020.... i hate it.