i don't think there's a god, i don't believe in a higher power with divine intervention

i don't believe in that power

but if there were a god, i do think it would be me. --- i have a very interesting relationship with godliness, spirituality and catholosism, despite not growing up particularly religious

to me, being god is the essence of truth it doesn't have anything to do with morality, divination, or power

god is knowledge. above all things, i really am seeking knowledge. i feel empowered when i am Aware, and i want to be Aware of all things. i think i exist in this cryptic kind of place, where i often Know a lot.

good omens always makes me smile when Aziraphale tries to explain the ineffable plan, and just has to splutter, hope, and believe. i think that i'm ineffable sometimes too

my world works in mysterious ways-- implying that i see myself as the main character rather than my usual role as shopkeeper NPC-- and never wants to explain it's self.

i do believe in a divine power, the power of the world to put this thought in my head

that i can disbelieve god, but also believe myself to be that very unbelievable thing.