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  • I have cried every night since January 15th, 2009. I rarely cry in front of people. Something really traumatizing has to have happened to me to make me cry in front of poeple.
  • I have ADHD. Ritalin doesn't do anything for me. Diet coke calms me down more than ritalin does and it's safer, cheaper and I can give it to my friends without being arrested.
  • I'm actually really funny. You may not think so but I'll say things and I'll make myself laugh for hours. Like, no joke.
  • I love Jesus. He's cool and all, but I absolutely hate church. I hate to go, I hate sunday school, I hate fellowship, and if you can worship him anywhere, I don't see why I can't do it sleeping in my bed.
  • I blame everything on other people when it is my fault and I blame myself when it's someone else's fault, if that makes sense.
jan 28 2009 ∞
jan 28 2009 +
  • 5:30 wake up
  • 5:35 get in shower
    • Shampoo, Condition, Brush hair in the shower 100 times
  • 5:45 get out of shower
  • 5:50 Dry hair
    • Towel Dry
  • 6:00 Get dressed
    • Clean clothes only
  • 6:10 Do hair
    • straigten
    • curl bangs
    • pin fly aways
  • 6:25 Do makeup
    • eyeliner in a straight line
    • gold / brown / natural eyeshadow
jan 25 2009 ∞
jan 25 2009 +

I hate a lot of things but I'm really happy.

  • I absolutely hate when people use improper grammar or chatspeak.
  • I hate when people don't text back immediately because I'm impatient.
  • I hate really, really pretty people. Thus, making me hate ALL models.
  • I hate when skinny people say that they're fat. It's such a ploy.
  • I still hate someone for what they did to me in middle school, I can't get over it.
  • Family gatherings
  • Liars
  • Being forced to go to church
  • Web Blocks
  • People
jan 25 2009 ∞
jan 25 2009 +

Get down to 105 I'm not sure what my current weight is. And I'm afraid to hop on a scale.

jan 30 2009 ∞
jan 30 2009 +
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  • do one thing that scares me.
  • be more patient
  • no more screaming / yelling / freaking out
  • don't speak unless spoken to
  • quit complaining
  • stop and think - What are the consequences for this? Will it be worth it?
jan 25 2009 ∞
jan 28 2009 +
  • Instant Messaging
  • Hot Chocolate
  • Music
  • Being right
  • Smiling
  • Laughter
  • Good days
  • Making people laugh
  • Editing myspace
  • Watching youtube videos
  • Using pick up lines
  • Texting
  • Sleeping
  • HTML
  • Listography
  • Friends
  • Animals
  • Diet Coke
jan 25 2009 ∞
jan 25 2009 +

I had the most amazing spring break ever, but as all good things do, it ended. I have so much homework to do, and making a list of it is my last chance of procrastination. O:

  • Finish Barometer Graph for Ruhf.
    • Write all the individual dates.
    • Do the end of March & beginning of April.
    • Write the Summary.
      • possibly come into lunch to finish the last parts of April.
  • Memorize Lines in Drama.
    • Learn all the lines.
    • Learn _all_the blocking. |:<
      • Get McFlurry if everyone else learns their lines? Maybe.
apr 13 2009 ∞
apr 13 2009 +
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  • My toe hurts whenever I walk so I took my shoes off, and now my feet are cold.
  • I'm grounded.
  • I'm hungry.
  • I think about him too much.
  • My tongue hurts too, (unrelated to the previous complaint).
  • I can't get a 100% on expert on guitar hero - only 97% and it really bothers me because i'll be this close to getting it perfect, then I'll mess up. Fail.
  • I have practice tomorrow. :|
  • I have to do laundry tonight.
  • I've thought it was friday since sunday. It's only wednesday.
  • My brother keeps trying to get me in trouble.
  • I don't get my phone back for three more weeks.
  • I have a police record.
  • I got my friend in trouble for plagiarism...
jan 28 2009 ∞
jan 28 2009 +
  • She always has really cool words.
  • She's funny
  • She likes interesting music
  • She knows more random facts than I do.
  • She's really pretty.
  • She's fun to talk to on AIM.
  • She uses proper grammar
  • She never complains
  • She knows everything
  • She's intelligent
  • She likes twilight, but it isn't all she talks about like some other people.
jan 25 2009 ∞
jan 25 2009 +