• I have cried every night since January 15th, 2009. I rarely cry in front of people. Something really traumatizing has to have happened to me to make me cry in front of poeple.
• I have ADHD. Ritalin doesn't do anything for me. Diet coke calms me down more than ritalin does and it's safer, cheaper and I can give it to my friends without being arrested.
• I'm actually really funny. You may not think so but I'll say things and I'll make myself laugh for hours. Like, no joke.
• I love Jesus. He's cool and all, but I absolutely hate church. I hate to go, I hate sunday school, I hate fellowship, and if you can worship him anywhere, I don't see why I can't do it sleeping in my bed.
• I blame everything on other people when it is my fault and I blame myself when it's someone else's fault, if that makes sense.

• 5:30 wake up
• 5:35 get in shower
  • Shampoo, Condition, Brush hair in the shower 100 times
• 5:45 get out of shower
• 5:50 Dry hair
  • Towel Dry
• 6:00 Get dressed
  • Clean clothes only
• 6:10 Do hair
  • straigten
  • curl bangs
  • pin fly aways
• 6:25 Do makeup
  • eyeliner in a straight line
  • gold / brown / natural eyeshadow

I hate a lot of things but I'm really happy.

• I absolutely hate when people use improper grammar or chatspeak.
• I hate when people don't text back immediately because I'm impatient.
• I hate really, really pretty people. Thus, making me hate ALL models.
• I hate when skinny people say that they're fat. It's such a ploy.
• I still hate someone for what they did to me in middle school, I can't get over it.
• Family gatherings
• Liars
• Being forced to go to church
• Web Blocks
• People

Get down to 105 I'm not sure what my current weight is. And I'm afraid to hop on a scale.

• do one thing that scares me.
• be more patient
• no more screaming / yelling / freaking out
• don't speak unless spoken to
• quit complaining
• stop and think - What are the consequences for this? Will it be worth it?

• Instant Messaging
• Hot Chocolate
• Music
• Being right
• Smiling
• Laughter
• Good days
• Making people laugh
• Editing myspace
• Watching youtube videos
• Using pick up lines
• Texting
• Sleeping
• HTML
• Listography
• Friends
• Animals
• Diet Coke

I had the most amazing spring break ever, but as all good things do, it ended. I have so much homework to do, and making a list of it is my last chance of procrastination. O:

• Finish Barometer Graph for Ruhf.
  • Write all the individual dates.
  • Do the end of March & beginning of April.
  • Write the Summary.
    • possibly come into lunch to finish the last parts of April.
• Memorize Lines in Drama.
  • Learn all the lines.
  • Learn _all_the blocking. |:<
    • Get McFlurry if everyone else learns their lines? Maybe.

• My toe hurts whenever I walk so I took my shoes off, and now my feet are cold.
• I'm grounded.
• I'm hungry.
• I think about him too much.
• My tongue hurts too, (unrelated to the previous complaint).
• I can't get a 100% on expert on guitar hero - only 97% and it really bothers me because i'll be this close to getting it perfect, then I'll mess up. Fail.
• I have practice tomorrow. :|
• I have to do laundry tonight.
• I've thought it was friday since sunday. It's only wednesday.
• My brother keeps trying to get me in trouble.
• I don't get my phone back for three more weeks.
• I have a police record.
• I got my friend in trouble for plagiarism...

• She always has really cool words.
• She's funny
• She likes interesting music
• She knows more random facts than I do.
• She's really pretty.
• She's fun to talk to on AIM.
• She uses proper grammar
• She never complains
• She knows everything
• She's intelligent
• She likes twilight, but it isn't all she talks about like some other people.