• Second computer display <333 yes
• Chia juice drinks yes yes yes
• Mini tacos
• Working out
• Taking notes with the clipboard and then using folders:)
• Blogilates
• Oil cleanser
• Green tea
• Snail gel
• Fiber gummies
• Korean eye cream
• Mane and Tail shampoo
• Caffeine pills
• Coconut oil for anti-inflammation
• Washing beauty blender sponge with detergent every now and again

• drawing again
• spotify premium <3
• arctic monkeys
• peaky blinders
• TEA
• poetry, a bit
• counting calories af
• Day One
• moscato always
• micellar water
• Google Calendar LOL
• allison
• lemon and ginger tea
• honestly not ever sleeping ugh
• ToThe9s and TheLineUp
• ramen
• reading again also
• no eyeliner look <3
• Kendall Jenner and Gigi Hadid
• BRANDY MELVILLE
• Zara

• iPhone messaging and texting
• RedBull
• Fucboi clothing
• Sweet Pea Bath and Body Works lotion
• Maruchan ramen chicken flavor w an egg <3 <3
• Packing lunch
• Maybelline liquid liner
• Saving money on food and clothes now... time to be like Cynthia w money cuz I'm poor as fuck.
• Debit and Credit cuz ^^^
• Walking heels
• Trying to be more competent in life and also stick up for myself more.
• 1Million Dance Studio on Youtube
• Eye makeup remover pads

• su:m37 face cleansing stick <3 i am helen
• maybelline concealers in sand and cafe. i am still helen
• St. Ives lotion
• cranberry juice... useful but... the reasons i need it makes me sad
• mukbang!
• dressing well
• heels
• using a mouse
• burritos
• cottage cheese
• ferrero rocher
• vegan chili from eat unique
• trying to build a life for myself after college
• rum and coke <3
• ok. gray eyeshadow, brown eyeliner, mascara
• microfiber bruh

FIRST OFF, SIP WATER OK.

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• COFFEE/GREEN TEA. one cup a day.
• SPINACH AND PESTO. bingo.
• EGGS. w sesame oil and soy sauce. easy as fuck.
• RAMEN, use only half the noodle brick, then add in broccoli, kale, green beans, egg.
• GRAPES constant snacking. can also put in a little plastic take-along and take it w u to school etc. take a lil page out of Blair's book.
• SOYMILK + SPECIAL K. soymilk helps u poop. special k is delish
• ORANGES/CLEMENTINES. always been a favorite.
• EDAMAME. you can mix in w some soy sauce and sesame oil. boom. dinner.

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• countingggggg:)
• coffee
• tea
• Vaseline Lip Therapy in Cherry!
• TextEdit in American Typewriter, usually font 17 or 18 for writing anything<3
• Hunt library for doing real work/studying bc everybody else is doing the same miserable shit so I don't feel lonely and isolated. We all do this.
• Instagram, again. Web makes it easier to read newsfeed
• Growing hair longerrrrrr
• Opti-free
• Soundcloud
• Conan clips on Youtube
• Popcorn Time
• Reading (Gone Girl, I want to read the other books Jon Buckley suggested, too)
• Utorrent
• Today's Top Hits on Spotify b

• Instagram
• Trying to get A's in classes
• Silver stud ring on one side, regular earring on the other side
• Hair wax:)
• Hoodies
• Smoking more often but not necessarily more
• Coffee/Cappucino
• Not really eating as much, saves money and helps haircut all-in-one.
• ASA
• TSA
• Playing the food game.
• Hydrogen peroxiding da hairs
• Forever21
• Trying to lose weight again ughghhghghghghghg but I really gotta do this now
• Do 36 lunges every other day
• KUPC
• Waiting for my hair to grow about 2 inches:(

• Don't have sex without a condom. Nobody is worth it.
• Costco is better than Giant Eagle is better than Rite Aid/CVS
• Take advantage of the bus system when shopping/grocery shopping.
• When the mouth thing comes up it's good to apply Vaseline with a Q tip for overnight, then in the morning WIPE IT OFF WITH A Q TIP, very important! It cleans off all the dust and other stuff that gets stuck in the vaseline and would otherwise stay on the mouth area unless you swabbed it off with the Q tip! Both applying and removing the vaseline are necessary! Helps a lot and makes a big difference.
• Be less crazy with haircuts now. You need to be presentable for interviews and shit
• Forever 21 (online, too) is a really good place to get your clothes online (also n...

• Get shampoo (Mane N Tail)
• Go to Giant Eagle and get Progressive soup
• Get a facial cleanser (Burt's Bees?)
• Cut hair a bit (trim to style)
• Froyo with friends!
• Buy Tide pods bro
• Drop off checks at bank
• Makeup remover
• GO TO WELCOME BACK PARTY MEDIATECH @ Cyert Hall 279 from 3-4pm
• Sober patrol and help with clean up at TSA house starting from about 10 but you can just go later if you want.

• A sketch with a girl, with an orange slice into her head like a Blue Moon glass
• Swim!
• Check mail for Justin / Write him back with that little thingy
• Draw Ryan's dragon, mail him the letter (even though udk when he'll be back from Urope) and add that little thingy
• Post on Instagram at like around 9-10am.
• Study for driver's test
• Codecademy
• A drawing of a little plant or something, and then write Aloe Vera
• Get dad/mom to show me how to buy something online, so this semester if I need to buy something online I can, instead of being helpless.
• Do your lunges, take your walks.
• Look for snorkeling sites
• Look up places to take driver's test.
• Apply for jobs

• The Killers
• The Vamps but actually just the lead singer Brad Simpson
• Taking walks here. It's actually perfect, because it's sunny (so its warm) but there's hella breeze.
• Singing along to songs but actually trying
• Trying to get better at singing. It's a really slow thing and I know I give up a lot, but I really want to get good.
• Sketchbooking
• I think my voracity has evened out and I'm now able to turn down food items just cuz I don't really wanna. This is actually a new thing. lul
• Bein a lilillililil nervous for the reunii
• Been less and less innerested in FB lately. I just kinna lost the general desire to check it.

• S U M M E R :)
• Emojis
• Short shorts
• Twinkies
• Santa Monica Pier and Venice Beach
• LUSH
• Charming Charlie
• Black coffee
• Ear cuff
• Adventure Time
• Suits
• Game of Thrones
• Grey Worm from Game of Thrones (also Ygritte but she died)
• Dark gray shirts
• Black olives, sometimes
• Spicy ramen
• Permit practice tests online (bleh)
• Inverted braid
• Juno, though. <3.
• The Letters

• Stardust by Neil Gaiman
• Fragile Things by Neil Gaiman
• Neverwhere by Neil Gaiman
• Stargirl by Jerry Spinelli
• Once Was Lost by Sara Zarr
• Sweethearts: A Novel by Sara Zarr
• The Goldfinch by Donna Tartt
• And The Mountains Echoed by Khaled Hosseini
• Out of the Easy by Ruta Sepetys
• Asylum by Madeleine Roux

• Blake Lively
• Christina Aguilera
• Emma Watson
• Jennifer Lawrence
• Rachel McAdams
• Amanda Seyfried
• Michael Cera yupppppp
• Ellen Page
• ED WESTWICK
• Kristen Bell
• Julianne Hough
• Kelly Rutherford
• Connor Paolo
• Ella Rae Peck
• Willa Holland
• Zendaya Coleman
• Sebastian Stan
• Felicity Jones
• Helena Bonham Carter
• Jennifer Lawrence. A lot, actually.
• Emma Watson

• Atheism
• Vaporizers/Flavors
• Weed
• Gingers
• First dates
• Plans for tonight
• Long-distance relationships
• Food/Coffee
• Home
• Recitation teachers
• How late their first class is
• Sleep
• Breakups
• Snapchat
• The Freshman 15
• Favorite Actors
• Their schedule
• Skipping class
• Music/Bands (in an evaluative way)
• Sex
• Shows

• He has made everything beautiful in its time.

--Ecclesiastes 3:11

• Deep cries out to deep in the roar of your waterfalls, all your waves and breakers have passed over me.

-- Psalm 42:7

• The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms.

--Deuteronomy 33:27

• Don't worry, I am with you.

--Isaiah 41:10

• Love one another, as I have loved you.

--John 15:12

• You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.

• The Fault in our Stars
• Kill Bill, both
• Dead Poets Society
• Burlesque
• Blue is the Warmest Color
• Titanic
• V for Vendetta
• Palo Alto
• Where the Wild Things Are

• Tangled
• Where The Wild Things Are
• Remember Me
• Dear John. sorry.
• Dead Poets Society
• Burlesque
• Juno
• Fight Club
• Princess Mononoke
• Kiki's Delivery Service
• Good Will Hunting
• The Secret of Kells JUST for the art
• Lord of The Rings
• The Hobbit
• Ocean's Eleven
• Chalet Girl
• Ratatouille
• Mean Girls
• Beasts of the Southern Wild
• Secret
• Now You See Me

• eat fruit, like all day
• make chia juice in the mornings
• update resume and manage your career opportunities well
• study statistics and machine learning and R on your own--make and take your own courses

• Black Platform Oxfords
• Gossip Girl on Netflix
• Lip Vaseline
• fleece-lined leggings
• AB night project:)
• weekplan.net
• straightening my hair
• braised beef noodle soup from little asia
• dishwashing gloves
• parties w stay fresh
• liquid eyeliner still
• debit credit
• intermittent fasting
• Bath and Body works lotions:)
• green correcting primer
• fuku tea
• allison drazba
• shannon and 506
• helen
• excel

• Successful people are people who think about their goals in their private time as well.
• People at CMU are resources. Don't be at all afraid to use them for asking questions or telling things to or whatever. You'll never see them after graduation (super soon).
• Grades means less sleep sometimes.
• You retain information when you learn and then relearn and review it in different places at different times.
• When someone makes the decision to dead you, you need to commit them to that and let them live in the you-less life they have chosen. They made their decision and they now need to live with it, they don't get to have the benefits of you if they didn't earn it.
• Work on yourself and you won't be so desperate for others.

• Maybelline's liquid liner (marker kind)
• Eucerin for face @night
• Cerave firming lotion for undereye and eyelid @night
• Heels (but not for long-walking days)
• Light contouring
• Shiseido sun lotion on face everyday
• Washing off eyebrows @night and putting them on very straight errday
• Snapchat story
• Knitting long scarves for the winter LOL
• iPad
• Gossip Girl
• Forever 21
• Black clothing
• Sleeping in Rosie's room
• Glide floss
• TwoGrand app for taking pics of everything I eat
• Soundcloud
• Hair tucked behind ears on both sides

• fitbit
• fb messenger app on laptop
• sunscreen base and blending liquid foundation just on top of that, no powder
• still face cleansing wipes, but rinsing with water after
• anti-aging eye treatment cream
• pumpkin pie
• bronzer
• skype
• writing in physical journal again
• 1 cup of coffee
• hiking (Wildwood trails)
• yoga sometimes:)
• ASMR
• Parks and Recreation
• face masks

• Forever 21 (online)
• gel pen temp tattoos
• growing my hair out
• getting high, just by myself or w Justin, enjoying it at leisure
• face masks
• tank tops
• black tights
• sandals (finally the weather)
• gold eyeshadow and THIN black eyeliner, with only mascara on bottom lashes
• ASMR
• Amazon
• Marshalls
• this listography again, might help me get some things, like my mind, back in order
• Instagram
• Actually really trying to get good grades
• jewelry

• Silver ring studs on both sides now WAU
• Eating game still but renovated whee
• Hydrogen peroxide for hair still
• Giving haircuts (rn for charity but hopefully for $5 a pop in the future)
• KUPC
• ASA
• TSA
• Drawing a little bit again
• Tea:)
• COFFEE THOUGH
• Less mascara more defined eyeliner (but still be careful not to overdo this shit)
• Walking.
• Spotify "Shit"
• Taking showers at night so that the bangs curve the way I want them to:( so hard so hard
• Reading a little
• Tryingggggggggg
• Need to make friends with some girls godd...

• Counting:)
• Walking
• Eyeliner--starting from the middle of the top line, then going to the end following your line and getting thicker as you go out
• Mascara
• Washing face and foundation and errythang
• Naked Juice
• McDonalds
• Instagram
• My Webster apartment <3 <3
• Necklaces and being interested in dressing well
• Drinking a little bit, mixed drinks
• DTF
• TSA
• Virtual Andrew
• Not contouring anymore, but just highlighting down the nose

• Introversion and Extroversion
• Cultural Issues
• Wheat hybridization
• Qualities that people find "attractive"
• Marilyn Monroe
• Youtube what is earwax
• Sex Reassignment Therapy/Surgery
• Socialized medicine
• Typography
• Veena Cabreros-Sud
• White Feminism VS Intersectional Feminism
• http://www.autostraddle.com/its-time-for...
• Ted-Ed
• LivingSocial (50% off plane flights?)

• Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood from Kill Bill
• The fight scene with Gogo from Kill Bill haha. The girl who played Gogo is fascinating to me for some reason. I think it might just be the character itself and her portrayal. It's very attractive.
• Jonsi's Where No One Goes from the soundtrack of How To Train Your Dragon 2
• Tough, dangerous love couples
• The idea of being a dangerous person
• Sketchbooking
• Crosshatching
• Swimming
• Eating healthy (for my eczema)
• Higatv
• Ohyup
• Saying hella
• Aloe Vera
• Dude lately every time I eat it only causes discomfort and also it lets me gain we...

• team work makes the dream work
• boo you whore
• more issues than Vogue
• so cash
• hella
• for days
• gucci
• yeahyeah
• you had one job
• you're fucking fired
• hollaback
• hollaaaa
• check yourself before you wreck yourself
• cool story/please tell it again!
• i'm serious ho
• naaamsayin
• DECE
• drop dead
• u mad
• is that an insult or not idk
• samesies

• pink nail polish
• Pretty Little Liars, again. now that I know who A is:)
• brown eyeliner
• SoBe lifewater
• dieting again
• reading books from the library
• foreign films
• JELLO
• chicken noodle soup
• small caeser salad
• snail mail, still<3
• TSA booth
• KUPC prayer meetings
• vaseline
• writing
• practicing guitar
• trying to be better at singing. but kind of failing... bleh.
• trying to study with other people
• trying to be funny weeeeeeee

• The Assault (French)
• Rashomon (Japanese)
• Breathless (French)
• The Return of the Prodigal Son (Czech)
• Paris, Je T'aime (French)
• Rust and bone (French)

• Felicity Jones
• caramel wafers, my new addiction
• oolong tea
• straightening my hair spikier
• greek yogurt
• Helena Bonham Carter
• candied orange peels in chocolate
• piano
• guitar
• instant hot cereal:)
• scarves
• Like Crazy, the movie
• eos lipbalm
• sketchbooking
• POETRY again, finally
• brown eyeliner
• growing hair out again
• megashare
• pittsburgh. fux with that.
• french
• humidifier

• Concept art for Ghibli movies and LOTR
• Friends' art tumblrs
• Jewelry

• Megashare
• Oreos and milk
• Scones
• Sharpie pen
• Moleskins
• Sketchbooking
• Useless television shows
• Kiwi
• Whole Foods
• Blueberry pie
• Napping/Sleeping
• The sound of heels
• Lip balm
• Singing
• Mochi and making mochi
• Making pancakes
• Coffee
• Vitaminwater
• Gummy vitamins
• Growing out hair to bob length, still.
• Trying to be organized in my planner

• bread with honey
• avocado
• Devil Wears Prada
• cutting my hair
• watching scrubs, which is actually ruining my life
• prayer
• hanging out, while I can, because I'm about to be incredibly grounded
• caffeine, it's fun when diluted because them I'm not tired but I don't want to scratch my eyes out either
• eating cake
• dresses, but it's winter so there's really no point
• pinterest, which is ridiculous
• khanacademy
• my trees
• walking
• spending time doing nothing rather than going home

• Blood Dazzler by Patricia Smith
• The Fourth Bear by Jasper Fforde
• All Calvin and Hobbes books
• Holes by Louis Sachar
• The Amazing Maurice and His Educated Rodents by Terry Pratchett
• The Bartimaeus Trilogy by Jonathan Stroud
• The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants series by Anne Brashares
• The Glass Castle by Jeannette Walls
• Kite Runner by Khaled Hosseini
• The Harry Potter series by J.K. Rowling
• Pictures of Hollis Woods by Patricia Reilly Giff
• Cold Tom by Sally Prue
• The Perks of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky (of course of course)
• Breathe My Name by R.A. Nelson
• Story of a Girl by Sara Zarr
• The Music of Dolphins by Karen Hesse

• to study abroad
• my internet to load things faster
• razzy fresh
• to get a skateboard
• a Macbook

• pullover hoodies
• texting
• piano
• mascara
• stuffed animals
• baking cookies
• stud earrings/post earrings
• reading the bible
• hulu
• perfume
• Johnson's baby shampoo
• movie trailers
• MOCHI oh my god
• my fish
• Goodwill
• lemonhead candy
• Gerber yogurt
• the trees I love. especially in the snow! I adore winter just for this.
• putlocker
• Patricia Smith

• Oil facial cleanser
• My cute gray handbag
• Snapchat... only because I miss everyone
• Studying
• A second monitor display for my computer <3
• Beauty blender <3
• BB cream~~~
• My new room
• My panda plant
• The Office
• Nikhil's old sniff boxes
• Eating fruit :)
• Blogilates
• Omega 3 softgels
• Burt's Bees Milk and Honey Lotion
• Doing my nails~
• See's candy
• Tea
• Datacamp
• HRH Collection on Youtube

• salads
• working out
• Letters <3
• black nail polish
• lip vaseline
• almay liquid lip balm in truffle kiss
• brown gel eyeliner and eye shadow and mascara for natural days <3
• thin nose contouring
• blending the nose contouring
• sleep is so precious and feels so good
• taking naps during the day now
• pepcid still
• netflix
• House
• green tea
• starbucks
• redbull
• cranberry pills
• maybe sex should just be between two people who love each other?

• washing laundry by hand
• cropped shirts (not super cropped, but cropped)
• a little bit of eyeshadow to fill in the lines around my eyes
• microfiber
• contouring makeup
• single life <3
• trusting more in God.
• writing letters in the notebook.
• being myself
• Rick and Morty
• essential oil for face at night
• Neutrogena pore scrub for makeup removal
• Skintimate
• 16 hour fasting routine
• "happiness can be simple."
• rings and bracelets
• "what defines a person's character is not what happens to them in life, but the way that they respond."

• "As you get older, every decision you make defines who you are."

• FACE CLEANSING WIPES. They make everything possible. (although def gotta rinse face with a little water afterward, but that's fine man)
• Doing whatever I want with makeup now (bc of ^): mascara, eye shadow primer, foundation, concealer, bb cream, a little contouring for sides and chin, highlighting, EVERYTHING.
• Tea tea tea tea
• Water
• Eucerin lotion !
• IG
• Champagne chocolate (especially as gifts)
• Blogging
• Being a vegetarian
• Strawberries
• Clementines
• little white plates
• Korean makeup tutorials https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZklnWAPG...

DO'S

• DO lighten with hydrogen peroxide.
• DO (W/ dry hair) always have bangs be at least measured past your eyes.
• DO grab smaller sections for each cut is better.
• DO make the sections you grab always as small as possible for shorter haircuts
• DO, when using regular scissors, ALWAYS make the cut in a diagonal, not horizontal line
• DO have a pointy center for the hairline on the base of your neck, so that it doesn't look like an upside-down U shape basically, cuz that makes you look old and unattractive.
• DO have confidence no matter what, it's the only thing that helps a bad haircut.
• When hair is a bit damp, like right after a shower, is a good time for regular scissors cutting<3.

• Sun In, because california
• Instagram
• Keeping hella tabs open
• Contouring-makeup
• Soundcloud
• Keeping a very healthy skin cleanser and moisturizing and makeup routine
• Pink nail polish
• Jewelry is so in for me right now
• Almay's tinted liquid lip balm
• BB cream, once I buy it
• Paying more attention to how I dress
• Photobooth
• Guardians of the Galaxy
• KUWTK
• Exercise every day
• Countin' again baby

• Eating healthy
• Losing weight again!
• Swimming again woa
• Naked Juice <3 <3
• Aloe Vera and Cerave
• Sun Bum sun lotion
• Googling issues like veganism and eurocentrism and stuff idk
• Oh also not eating wheat
• Reading about diabetes, obesity, etc.
• Being aggressive (in a silly way)/messing with people for funny.
• Lip gloss
• Lots of hanging out with family
• Playing cards
• Keeping Up with the Kardashians (#ihavenofuckingshame)
• Working out a little bit
• Houstatlantavegas
• Old Childish Gambino songs like from the time of Freaks and Geeks, and So Fly

• watch a movie (at theater, or even at apartment)
• go to Santa Monica pier/Venice Beach!
• hang in LA? maybe just walk the fuck around
• pool
• universal studios...? i don't know lol
• buy a souvenir?
• also ask him/lucien what he has in mind to do
• hot tub at night mabes
• hollywood walk of fame and then movie/lunch/something?
• watch tokyo gore police ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
• go someplace and just take a fuckin walk and catch up iuno can't think of anything else for just two people to do
• hookah? i don't know if they'll check id's doe. We'll just go ta Venice B.
• griffith park?

• Skinny Love
• Prince of Peace
• Oh How I Need You
• Lord I Need You
• We Don't Eat
• Can't Help Falling in Love with You
• Someone Like You
• Fall for You
• How He Loves
• Beautiful The Blood
• Broadripple is Burning
• Bones (Hillsong)
• I Won't Give Up
• Count On Me
• Fall Afresh

• Fresh Bait (French)
• Hero (Chinese)
• Love Crime (French)
• House of Flying Daggers (Chinese)

• The Office
• Ryan from The Office.
• A screenplay I'm writing
• Aquafina water
• Chobani
• UC Fruit and Nut salad
• Vocelli's pizza
• Kind bars
• Dieting
• Trying to get back on top of things in my classes
• Macbooks
• The Underground
• The Like Crazy soundtrack
• KUPC
• TSA
• IV
• Eucerin
• Growing my hair out to a short bob again
• Keeping it dyed
• Elly Tran Ha

• Emmett
• Amparo
• Tyler on a girl
• Summer
• Robin

• megashare
• sketchbooking
• open button-downs
• wedges
• green tea
• nail polish
• dresses
• breakfast. always.
• cerave
• smoothies/Naked juice
• working out
• traveling
• studying things online
• hanging out with my brother
• cooking and baking
• oranges
• oatmeal
• dark jeans
• old photographs
• walking and the sound of footsteps
• snail mail

• Dark Chocolate Reese's cups
• Darjeeling tea
• Aquafina
• Guitar
• Beef Jerky
• Clif bars
• Special K cereal
• Madeleines
• Walking
• Sketchbooking
• Iced coffee
• Americano
• Shoes
• Long pants
• Sweaters
• Baby carrots
• Snapchat
• Growing hair to short bob length
• Necklaces
• Doing homework during the day
• Gold eyeliner

• Patricia Smith
• Terrance Hayes
• Shel Silverstein

• Donnie Darko
• Hitch
• Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close
• Gangs of New York
• Forest Gump
• The Secret of Kells
• I'm A Cyborg, But That's Okay
• Mutant Vampire Zombies From Da Hood
• Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog
• Pulp Fiction
• Miss Congeniality
• The Breakfast Club
• Ferris Bueller's Day Off
• The Devil Wears Prada
• The Producers
• Valentine's Day
• Monster-In-Law
• Letters to Juliet
• The Notebook
• Telledega Nights
• Dead Man

• Make It Or Break It
• Gossip Girl
• Sonny With A Chance
• Avatar The Last Airbender
• Legend of Korra
• Human Planet
• Masterchef
• Hell's Kitchen
• Pretty Little Liars
• America's Next Top Model
• Elite New Look
• Scrubs scrubs scrubs
• The Office
• Modern Family
• Suits
• Adventure Time
• Game of Thrones
• KUWTK, just cuz I like Kourtney and Scott
• Dexter