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  • wet jeans
  • blistered feet
  • vacuums
  • sundays
  • the last day of a break from school
  • overeating
  • no internetz
  • cramps
  • skipping a step on the stairs
  • imminent thunderstorms on days that art projects are due
  • having a wonderful idea & forgetting it
  • being uninspired
  • rejection
  • long lines
  • blinking battery symbols
  • midterms/finals
  • waiting
  • death
  • spelling errors in permanent pen
  • physically losing anything
mar 16 2011 ∞
mar 16 2011 +
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  • the sims
  • nancy drew
  • doom
  • rollercoaster tycoon
  • zoo tycoon
  • medieval
  • freddi fish
  • putt-putt
  • oregon trail
aug 3 2010 ∞
aug 3 2010 +
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  • late nights
  • early mornings
  • sleep deprivation
  • constant shivers
  • schoolwork
  • stress
  • dreams
  • fog
  • google
  • music
  • formspring
  • confusion
  • my computer
  • books
  • hair tutorials
  • depression
  • overeating
  • tumblr
  • clothes
  • false inspirations
  • gaga
mar 20 2010 ∞
mar 20 2010 +
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  • come home too late
  • get attached to people
  • bite my nails
  • forget to take vitamins/bc
  • eat a lot
  • pick off my nail polish
  • make a lot of noise
  • damage my hair
  • let my stomach growl
  • get too comfortable
  • get grades below an A
  • forget to feed my fish
  • let my room get too messy
  • start fights
  • cause awkwardness
  • show how i really feel
jan 6 2010 ∞
aug 8 2010 +
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  • full frontal feminism
  • he's a stud, she's a slut
  • dead until dark
  • living dead in dallas
  • club dead
  • dead to the world
  • dead as a doornail
  • definitely dead
  • all together dead
  • from dead to worse
  • the host
apr 12 2009 ∞
nov 16 2009 +
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  • catch up on all of my schoolwork
  • clean my room
  • clean the upstairs bathroom
  • clean the upstairs carpets
  • diet more efficiently
  • find an extra job
feb 26 2009 ∞
mar 20 2009 +
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  • weight
  • boobs
  • hair
  • teeth
  • clothes
  • feet
  • voice
  • laugh
  • stuttering
  • eating habits
  • anxiety
  • fear of driving
  • fear of social situations
jan 18 2009 ∞
jan 18 2009 +
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  • eat healthier
  • restrict more
  • go jogging again
  • cut back on the iced green tea lattes
  • start stretching again
  • crunches
  • keep up with my diet diary
  • fasting
  • soup/fruit days
  • more tea
  • detox
  • regular doctor visits. lol, yeah, right.
jan 17 2009 ∞
jan 17 2009 +
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  • battle royale
  • the curious case of benjamin button
  • gran torino
  • where the heart is
  • taken
  • seven pounds
  • the darjeeling limited
  • million dollar baby
  • underworld: rise of the lycans
  • coraline
  • eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
  • shutter (original thai version)
  • carved/the slit-mouthed woman
  • ebola syndrome
  • box (from three extremes)
  • dumplings (from three extremes)
  • the ruins
  • juno
  • what happens in vegas
  • i love you, man
  • pumpkinhead
jan 10 2009 ∞
jan 5 2010 +
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  • creepiness
  • likeness to me
  • undying love for me
  • honesty
  • funny awkwardness stories
  • love for hair
  • newfound love for tentacles
  • openness
  • understanding
  • intelligence
  • sense of humor
  • SLEEPOVER PLANZZ
  • interest in art
  • introducing me to tentacle rape porn (LOL GROSS)
  • when he teases me
  • love for thighs
  • love for midsections
  • remember the nonexistent nips?
  • "i hate you, then"
  • when he shit in the tire swing
dec 31 2008 ∞
dec 31 2008 +
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  • in a car
  • on the bleachers
  • in my driveway
  • in his driveway
  • in the hallway
  • sitting outside
  • in the woods
  • on a couch
  • in an elevator
  • in a school building
  • in a parking lot
  • on a bed
dec 28 2008 ∞
jul 5 2010 +
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  • like
    • archive
    • county
    • dazzle
    • glitter
    • aguacate (spanish)
    • discard
    • chalk
    • golden
    • chandelier
    • socks
    • muchadumbre (spanish)
    • coconut
    • convoluted
    • vicariously
  • dislike
    • moist
    • stink
    • hygiene
dec 8 2008 ∞
jan 19 2009 +
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  • slovakia
  • russia
  • south korea
  • argentina
  • sweden
  • new zealand
  • japan
  • england
  • spain
  • france
  • canada
  • portugal
dec 15 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • pea coats
  • leather jackets
  • boots
  • scarves
  • big earrings/necklaces/bracelets
  • dresses with ruffles
  • foreign/unique clothing
  • things made of colors good enough to eat
    • ex. pink/blue-cotton candy
  • purses big enough to hold all of my shit
  • my chic glasses
  • big sunglasses
  • tight jeans
  • high-wasted anything
  • old tshirts
  • checkered vans (only when they're dirty)
  • maryjanes
  • nail polish
  • heels
  • hoodies
dec 8 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • how i look
    • body
      • boobs
      • thighs
    • teeth
  • inability to move on
  • discomfort in social situations
  • time spent on the computer
  • choice of love interests (generally speaking)
  • disrespectfulness
  • outlook on myself
  • outlook on life
  • inability to take criticism
  • paranoia
  • regret
  • over-analysis
dec 4 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • alan
  • anthony r.
  • brian
  • pat
  • matt f.
  • serge
  • ron
  • dana
  • britt
  • nick
  • mary
  • matt d.
  • dave
  • payton
  • connor
  • anthony g.
  • kyle
  • justin
dec 17 2008 ∞
jul 5 2010 +
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  • the southern vampire chronicles series
  • the vampire mysteries series
  • aztec
  • the alchemist
  • the perks of being a wallflower
  • animal farm
  • 1984
  • nightwatch series
  • twilight series
  • the host
  • the happy hooker series
  • harry potter series
  • white oleander
  • flowers for algernon
  • the great gatsby
  • potato tree
  • hunting in harlem
  • the lovely bones
  • the scarlet letter
  • the da vinci code
dec 2 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • understanding comics: the invisible art
  • maus I
  • maus II
  • fun home
  • pyongyang: a journey in north korea
  • dead in the family
mar 25 2011 ∞
aug 12 2011 +
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  • cute undies/bras
  • traveling
  • new clothes
  • dinner dates with friends
  • new curiosities
  • cute school supplies
nov 14 2010 ∞
nov 14 2010 +
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  • harry potter 5-7
  • the looming end of the hp movies
  • the fact that there aren't ever going to be new hp books. i just love harry potter okay?!
  • losing things
  • losing pets/people i love
  • the weather
  • when i see someone being bullied
  • old people
  • the end of summer
  • fighting with my parents
  • the majority of my autumn playlist
  • feeling helpless
  • animal abuse
  • turning people down
  • letting people down
  • less than perfect grades
  • thinking about my grandmother
  • sad events in shows/books/movies
  • when animals die in movies
aug 22 2010 ∞
aug 22 2010 +
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  • the purity myth
  • uglies
  • dead & gone
  • the lovely bones
jan 15 2010 ∞
dec 31 2010 +
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  • the lovely bones
  • an american crime
  • whip it
  • up in the air
  • the hurt locker
  • daybreakers
  • sherlock holmes
  • valentine's day
  • the boondock saints II: all saints day
  • 17 again
  • brothers
  • julie & julia
  • shutter island
  • antichrist
  • repo men
  • the uninvited
  • the texas chainsaw massacre: the beginning
  • art school confidential
  • iron man 2
  • alice in wonderland
jan 5 2010 ∞
nov 14 2010 +
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  • my grades
  • sookie stackhouse novels
  • late summer nights
  • october
  • the second half of september
  • finding the kittens
  • getting baby rats
  • getting little syd
  • discovering the vampire diaries
  • weeds alllll summer
  • learning to love lady gaga
  • drunken girl talk
  • girls' night
jan 1 2010 ∞
aug 8 2010 +
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  • first year
    • first year seminar - A
    • intro to philosophy - A
    • 2D design - A
    • world regional geography - A
    • writing effective prose - A
    • color theory - A
    • 3D design - A
    • western civ 1 - A
    • western art 1 - A
    • racism & sexism - A
  • second year
    • western civ 2 - A
    • western art 2 - A
    • sculpture - A
    • life drawing - A
    • contemporary math - A
    • modern art 1 - A-
    • baroque/rococo art - A
mar 30 2009 ∞
jul 5 2010 +
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  • past
    • nikita (white german shepherd)
    • cowboy (red siberian husky)
    • hamlet (potbelly pig)
    • sam (potbelly pig)
    • biscuit (cat)
    • micky (guinea pig)
    • elvis (guinea pig)
    • no name (guinea pig)
    • some fish
    • some birds
    • a toad or two
    • a couple of hermit crabs
    • skimpy (duck)
    • funlet (wild bunny)
    • irish (pony)
    • timmy (quarter horse)
    • cheap trick (quarter horse)
    • giant (greyhound)
    • magic (greyhound)
jan 30 2009 ∞
mar 13 2011 +
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  • my parents & brother dying before me
  • getting old & everything it entails
  • getting fat
  • airplanes
  • fingernails being ripped off
  • eyeballs being stabbed/poked out
  • having my piercings ripped out
jan 17 2009 ∞
jan 17 2009 +
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  • newspaper octopus/squid
  • black paper octopus/squid
  • brown paper octopus/squid
  • bulletin board
  • octopus pillow
  • squid tote
  • tentacle switchplate
  • skinny picturebook
  • jellyfish sheets
  • hanging jellyfish
jan 17 2009 ∞
jun 11 2009 +
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  • her handwriting
  • the sound of her laugh
  • how incredibly cool she was
  • watching british comedies every friday
  • she loved blue
  • always made raviolis, peanut butter & jelly, toast & bacon & eggs for me & jake
  • going to the diner
  • jumping & screaming when the toast popped out of the old-fashioned toaster
  • christmas eve at her house
  • moonlight serenade
  • visiting everyday
  • sense of humor
  • always ordered decaf
  • dressed very well
  • the time she slipped on a piece of paper & just laid on the floor & laughed
  • when she broke the cactus because her chair fell backwards
  • her cat, teabag.
jan 4 2009 ∞
jun 11 2009 +
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  • eating so much
  • being so self conscious
  • being lazy
  • procrastinating
  • spending money
  • worrying
  • pulling my hair out
  • setting unrealistic goals for myself
  • staying up until 5am
  • being afraid
  • being so shallow
jan 4 2009 ∞
jan 4 2009 +
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  • interview with the vampire
  • mean girls
  • the last of the mohicans
  • legends of the fall
  • dances with wolves
  • mar adentro
  • knocked up
  • marie antoinette
dec 29 2008 ∞
jan 14 2011 +
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  • accio
  • avifors
  • engorgio
  • expelliarmus
  • flipendo
  • expecto patronum
  • impedimenta
  • incendio
  • nox
  • lumos
  • locomotor mortis
  • morsmorde
  • obliviate
  • petrificus totalus
  • priori incantatum
  • serpensortia
  • riddikulus
  • reducto
  • wingardium leviosa
dec 14 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • my heritage
  • my book collection
  • my clothes & the fact that they're color ordered
  • my pain tolerance
  • my immediate family
  • college scholarship
  • VFW new jersey art winner & national finalist
  • various art awards
  • my intellect
  • my self control
  • my hair? sometimes?
  • my poker face
dec 8 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • soft paint brushes
  • my dogs' ears
  • my face
  • other people's lips
  • boobs & other parts of both males & females (heh)
  • bristol board
  • soft hair
  • fuzzy plant leaves
  • beads/buttons in a jar
  • feathers
  • soft skin (could i be any creepier)
  • eyebrows & the tips of eyelashes
  • salt crystals
  • the little scrolly ball on my mouse
  • baby powder when it's compacted together
  • my invader zim blanket & my green robe
  • stingrays' backs
  • paint that has dried thick & plasticky
  • soda fizz
  • smooth pottery
dec 7 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • girls
    • annika
    • oksana
    • evelyn
    • cheyenne
    • ofelia
    • amelia
    • anneliese
  • boys
    • tristan
    • rush
    • armand
    • aslan
    • booker
dec 4 2008 ∞
jan 18 2009 +
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  • sushi (mmm tuna rolls)
  • celery & peanut butter
  • apple slices with the peel still on
  • hot green tea
  • pierogi
  • yogurt
  • key lime pie
  • zucchini cake
  • bananas
  • pineapple chunks
  • iced green tea lattes
  • bubble tea
  • green tea ice cream
  • dumplings
  • rice crackers & seaweed
  • soy milk
  • salsa
  • wasabi peas
  • sweet potatoes
  • taiyaki
  • black bean noodles
dec 1 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • black swan
  • the wizard of oz
  • ponyo
  • true grit
  • the town
  • knowing
  • inception
  • the social network
  • due date
  • shadow of the vampire
  • babel
  • season of the witch
  • jackass 3d
  • ninja assassin
  • the eagle
  • rango
  • insidious
jan 12 2011 ∞
may 9 2011 +
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  • "sunset glow" - big bang
  • baby animals
  • gifs
  • genuine compliments
  • seeing men grocery shopping, especially when they're buying tampons for someone they know
  • creeping on anyone&everyone
  • cute school supplies
  • randomly catching a favorite episode of spongebob
  • getting my hair to look juuuust right
  • skinny days
  • good grades
  • my macbook pro :3
  • getting achievements for my sims. all of their lives are far more interesting than mine
  • window boxes with pretty flowers
  • new specimens
  • green tea bubble tea
aug 22 2010 ∞
nov 14 2010 +
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  • involved in forensics
  • mortician
  • artist
  • actress
  • fashion designer
  • model
  • dancer
  • janitor
  • cosmetologist
  • astrologist
  • roller coaster tester
mar 20 2010 ∞
mar 20 2010 +
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  • painting my nails
  • sleepovers
  • drunken girl talk sessions
  • singing (loudly/horribly)
  • cleaning my room
  • retail therapy
  • successfully dieting
  • reading
  • curling up in bed & crying
  • yard work/gardening
  • cuddling with pets
  • rearranging furniture
  • relating my life to movies where it all works out
  • hating the responsible heartbreaker
  • finding someone new
  • being irrationally mad at the world
  • being with friends who don't mind if i cry
jan 6 2010 ∞
jan 6 2010 +
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  • the vampire diaries
  • trueblood
  • fringe
  • weeds
  • antm
  • project runway
  • models of the runway
  • glee
  • gossip girl
  • medium
  • spongebob squarepants
  • avatar: the last airbender
  • the marvelous misadventures of flapjack
  • skins
  • united states of tara
  • dexter
  • nurse jackie
  • iris
jan 1 2010 ∞
sep 9 2010 +
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  • & all the roads we have to walk are winding. & all the lights that lead the way are blinding. & there are many things that i would like to say to you, but i don't know how.
  • death is not the greatest loss in life. the greatest loss is what dies inside while still alive.
  • don't let yesterday's mistake define who you are today.
  • the trouble with having an open mind, of course, is that people will insist on coming along and trying to put things in it.
  • perhaps the feelings that we experience when we are in love represent a normal state. being in love shows a person who he should be. -anton chekov
  • if nothing else, one day you can look someone straight in the eyes & say : but i lived through it. & it makes me who i am t...
apr 18 2009 ∞
jan 15 2010 +
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  • broadway
    • the phantom of the opera
    • equus
    • wicked
  • music
    • rod stewart
    • elton john
    • (invited by a friend. would not have gone otherwise) honda civic tour 2007 (fall out boy, +44, the academy is..., cobra starship, paul wall)
    • (invited by a friend. would not have gone otherwise) helio presents (paramore, the starting line, set your goals)
    • justin timberlake (opened for by pink)
    • roger waters (dark side of the moon)
    • jyp & wonder girls tour 2009 (with guests j. lim & 2pm
    • roger waters (the wall)
jan 30 2009 ∞
jan 14 2011 +
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  • facebook
  • livejournal
    • realthin
    • friends' personal journals
  • listography
    • update to do list
    • browse (someone new)
  • lookbook
  • yesstyle
  • blogger
  • google
  • youtube
  • yahoo
  • wpu website
jan 19 2009 ∞
jan 19 2009 +
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  • robert pattinson
  • brad pitt
  • jude law
  • lee pace
  • justin timberlake
  • stephen moyer
  • sean biggerstaff
  • yulia volkova
  • liam neeson
  • adrien brody
  • natalie portman
  • peter sarsgaard
jan 16 2009 ∞
jan 16 2009 +
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  • ballet
  • sewing (more than i already do)
  • reading (more than i already do)
  • writing (more than i already do)
  • contortion
  • filmmaking
  • cleaning
  • singing
  • an instrument
  • running
  • cooking
jan 16 2009 ∞
jan 16 2009 +
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  • fleeing the country
  • if i ever decide to drive, my car will need gas $$
  • clothes
  • gifts
  • europe
  • an emergency
  • tattoo
  • piercings
  • FUCKIN IKEA ADVENTURES
  • nights out with friends
dec 31 2008 ∞
feb 9 2009 +
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  • elementary
    • joey
    • andrew
    • matt
    • anthony
    • alan
  • high school
    • anthony
    • brian
    • serge
    • matt
    • joe
    • eric
    • ryan
    • andrew
    • andrei
    • aaron
    • pat
    • ron
dec 28 2008 ∞
jul 5 2010 +
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  • currently have
    • left nostril
    • 3 right lobe
    • 2 right cartilage
    • 3 left lobe
    • 4 left cartilage
    • right rook
    • belly button
    • nipples
  • have had
    • tongue web
    • smiley
  • want
    • left vertical tragus
    • septum
dec 18 2008 ∞
may 1 2010 +
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  • hear others' thoughts
  • breathe underwater
  • fly
  • walk through solid objects
  • freeze time
  • know the future, even objectively.
  • shape shifting
  • superhuman strength
  • superhuman speed
  • superhuman senses
  • switch genders at will
dec 8 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • leg jiggling
  • pulling out eyelashes/eyebrow hairs
  • biting the insides of my cheeks/lips
  • twitching at the sound of anything high-pitched
  • closing ears with index fingers
  • crying when frustrated
  • organizing things by color order
    • books
    • clothes
    • paints
    • colored pencils
    • food
  • OCD
    • colors
    • lined up text
    • size order
    • condition of things i own
  • dislike sharing very much
dec 4 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +
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  • boys who just can't be nice
  • children
  • people who try too hard
  • fat people who dress like they're thin
  • high-pitched noises
  • being treated like an object (sexual or otherwise)
  • bad music
  • stupidity
  • awkward moments
  • peas
  • greasy food
  • being called stupid
  • hearing "i'm so fat"
  • humidity
  • sudden vampire fans. shut the fuck up.
  • split ends
  • inevitable breakups
  • clingy people
  • approaching people
  • being told i'm not good enough or i can't...
dec 3 2008 ∞
dec 31 2008 +
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  • boys
    • light eyes
    • taller than me
    • tight jeans
    • pajama pants
    • in shape
    • nice skin
    • good sense of style
    • beautiful teeth
    • nice laugh
    • sense of humor
    • intelligence
    • body hair (haha i'm gross)
    • compassion
    • thoughtfulness
  • girls
    • thin
    • nice hair
    • beautiful teeth
dec 2 2008 ∞
dec 17 2008 +