base info

• ben/jamin, hawkeye
• he/him

memories

• i don’t remember being very good at classes?? i was really smart though, i just didn’t do the work, ever. why this is a strong memory i’ll never know
• i was very bisexual. i knew for a while, but the first man i really fell for was trapper, even if i didn’t show it.
• i’m not sure if trapper and i actually called our relationship a relationship, but like. there was something.
  • i have a memory of nodding off on his shoulder after a particularly long surgery and him gently rubbing/squeezing my arm... it’s very nice
• i think past admiring me, radar actually had a tiny crush on me too... i didn’t reciprocate it because i was almost ten years his senior, though
• i had a mother and a little sister that, as in canon, died in some accident. the sister and mother died in the same accident, and it happened when i was... 12-13ish?
  • this is what made me vow to protect the wounded so devotedly. i always thought there was something i could do (even if, looking back on it, there... really wasn't.)
• i had a vague idea of how to play some sort of string instrument. i think my dad played guitar or something
• tommy and i were, of course, very close friends. we actually discovered we were mlm around the same time; he developed a crush on me. i didn’t reciprocate his feelings, but we remained friends afterward regardless.