base info

• jack twist
• he/him
• cisgender man, heavily closeted gay
• brokeback mountain canon

memories

• i was wholeass hypersexual. like, had sexual trauma and made everything horny hypersexual. i don't remember what caused it which is frightening but i also kinda feel like it's better this way.
  • i feel like it had something to do with my dad, but i don't like to think about it...
• my dad was Generally abusive, in multiple ways. mostly emotional, sometimes physical. and religion tied into it a lot. i don't remember doing much with my faith once i was gone
  • i do remember praying late at night up on the mountain once. something that had to do with ennis. i was hesitant and scared
• i got so into rodeos because it was sort of the only thing i could do. i couldn't read or write very well, so it was kinda just the logical answer for me.
• i was mlm and denied it my whole life. ennis was the only man i ever truly loved and i wish things could've gone better for us.
  • i'd had crushes before, but ennis was the only man i fell that hard in love with
  • though i was kinda... i jumped into these things really quickly and had big big dreams