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- my name was, of course, françois bonnefoy.
- i represented a more dingy side to the french people. the kind associated with smoking heavily and being wildly sexual.
- i did chainsmoke. however, i was too apathetic to seek relationships.
- the 1ps did exist. we rarely interacted.
- oliver and i were in a relationship that had no love in it. al and mattie considered themselves brothers, so we were obligated to.
- we had a lot of fights. i usually instigated a physical aspect to them. i remember slapping him across the face with a heavy book and burning a cigarette on his skin. oliver usually scratched at my face. he was weak.
- he also begged for intimate relations. sometimes i would oblige, sometimes not. usually not.
- we broke off once al and mattie were able to fend for themselves.
- i was very unkempt. most of my clothes were wrinkled and old, i rarely shaved if ever, and my hair was never brushed.
- my whole house stunk of cigarettes, especially my bedroom. my bedroom was windowless and everything was strewn everywhere.
- i remember watching pornographic films without thinking anything of them. i remember feeling the same about snuff films, too, somehow.
- i spoke with an omnipresent slur to my words and mumbled a lot.
- when mattie was young, he tried to take my cigarette while i wasn’t looking and smoke it himself. he succeeded at first.
- as little as it showed, i did care about al and mattie. everyone else? eh.
- i had a cat. it had long, white hair and beautiful blue eyes. it sat on my lap a lot.
- it was very loving, but also attention-seeking and kind of a bitch.
- i remember it clawed on my leg once while i was walking and i just kinda trailed blood once she came off.
- i got her because, despite my apathy, i did catch empty nesters syndrome after i left oliver and allen and matthieu headed out.
- i think her name was celine?
- i did have a cat while allen and matthieu were kids, too!
- she was a brown tabby shorthair, with sorta desaturated green-blue eyes and a really wiggly tail.
- she could jump really high and fit into small spaces with ease!
- i once had a month-long period where i just. forgot to eat? it’s weird
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