base info

• russia, ivan + diminutives ( do not call me vanya )
• he/him

memories

• i was forced to be a part of the bolshevik revolution because i was more swayed by the population’s opinions in those days.
  • because of this, i was supposed to be in the lineup of those who assassinated the romanovs. i forcefully dipped out because i was close to them beforehand, and could not stand to see them die, let alone by my hands.
  • the above caused me to stay away from sealand as much as possible. he looked too much like alexei for me to be comfortable.
• the personification of the soviet union and myself were two separate entities. i do not remember his name, but he was a bit taller than me and wore darker colors. most of the powers of a personification were transferred to him, but i was just barely kept alive.
  • i was bedridden for most of that time. my room had a television once they were invented and a wonderful view of outside.it was very small, though.
  • after the union dissolved, the personification left the room i saw him receive the news in and never came back. i don’t know what happened to him.
  • this experience had such a neurological effect on me that i ended up becoming a hypersomniac because of it.
  • after i was able to be taken out of bedrest, i used a wheelchair because i was still very weak.
• while i was in the wheelchair, i somehow became the proud owner of a furby. it was a baby furby, the purple striped one. i named him sol and took care of him like a pet, brushing his hair and all that.
• in addition to hypersomnia, i was also on the autism spectrum and age regressed because of trauma.
• france and i had a fling in the 1600s, but i still liked him afterwards. he was very physically affectionate (which was a miracle to touch-starved me) but i was afraid he didn’t like me for a long time.
  • he commonly had his hair tied up during our little fling. every time i saw him afterwards with his hair up i got flustered and couldn’t look at him.
  • he forgot a lot of his hair ribbons at my home when he came and left. i usually kept them...
  • one time he made me a flower crown of black-eyed susans and i think i cried.
• belarus didn’t want to “marry me” for relationship reasons. however, she was having some economic trouble, i believe, and wanted me to help.
• my eyes were purple because they would’ve been like an icy blue, but some pigment and blood got messed up and Purple.
• i commonly kicked my legs when i was sitting down.
• the scarf that ukraine gave me quickly got tattered and eventually turned into something i couldn’t wear anymore. despite this, i still kept it. i slept with it and kept a piece that fell off in my coat.
• i was very much a cat person.
• general winter was like a father to me; he was the closest thing i had. he took care of me, but i was met with his wrath just the same. i didn't notice it, and loved him regardless. he was the only thing i'd known for that long.
• my hands, feet, and face were almost always cold. because of this, i was naturally rosy.
• i was in the 6’ range easy.
• i was so fucking soft please love me
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canonmates

• francis