• find hangers
• fold all clothing that go in drawers
• clean out closet
• wash all dishes
• get mirror from dad's for closet
• keep bike on porch locked

• 7:00: Wake up / Shower
• 7:30: Breakfast (Booste / Yogurt) (Brush Teeth) (Vitamins)
• 8:00: Ride Bike to Dose
• 10:00: Swim laps
• 11:00: Lunch
• 11:30: Meditate (Candles / Incense)
• 12:00: Workout (Elliptical / Situps / Pushups / Squats / Weights)
• 1:00: Snack-Time (Yogurt / Fruit)
• 1:30: Down-Time (Crafts / Nap / Hangout / TV)
• 3:30: Clean (Room / Laundry / Kitchen / Dishes / Livingroom)
• 5:00: Mini-Snack Time (Smoothie)
• 5:30: Bike Ride (Trails)
• 7:30: Start Dinner (Meat / Veggies / Bread)
• 8:45: Clean-up (Dishes / Kitchen)
• 9:00: Aeva's Bed-time (Brush Teeth / in Bed by 9:30)

• earn money, save money
• leather jacket
• flannels
• sox
• chonies
• thermals
• boots

• bed
• blankets: black, orange, purple, and gray.
• sheets: black.
• pillows: 2
• all clothes
• toiletries
• books
• owls
• computer
• sewing machine
• pictures, posters, art
• bong

• catcher in the rye
• already dead
• another roadside attraction
• exterminator!
• the jokes over

• clean, kitchen, living room, Aeva's room, and my room asap.
• call dvsac and cancel court date if possible.
• apply at all low income housing, and subsidized housing apartments.
• call worker get money upped!
• get rid of all clothes i do not wear.

• my daughter AEVA MAE ADORE
• being barefoot
• old photos
• owls
• peacocks
• birds of paradise
• cigar boxes
• composition books
• sentiments
• ticket stubs
• old business cards from everywhere i've ever been.
• stickers
• bracelets
• nail polish
• days at the river
• bonfires
• drum circles
• shows
• open mic night
• memories

• learn to play guitar and harmonica.
• successfully write and perform my own music.
• travel the USA and Canada with my daughter.
• go horse back riding.
• find a tree-house community and stay there for period of time.
• go to as many rainbow gathering freehippielove type festivals as i can.
• spend a long while gallivanting with the many different faces of the haight ashubury district, get into mucho shenanigans.
• learn to be free.
• drop acid with old souls, gain knowledgeable insight on many different things.
• go on a crystal dig.
• sew an entire wardrobe for myself.
• rid my life of unnecessary rubbage.
• get both arms sleeved.
• learn to tattoo.

• step 1: kick heroin-get on methadone maintenance
• step 2: get off your lazy ass and get a job!
• step 3: get rid of all the negative baggage in your life (i.e. shitty junkie roommates)
• step 4: move to a stress free environment (i.e. mom's house) ok, not completely stress free but heroin free!!! yee!!!
• step 5: quit all bad habits//triggers (i.e. junk food, laziness, smoking pot)
• step 6: get on a schedule and stick to it (see daily routine list)
• step 7: meditation really helps, i swear.
• step 8: eating heathy, is good, duh. but for people like me that are insanely skinny, eating lots of fiber, protein, and vitamins and minerals will really help pack on the pounds.

backpack:

• wallet
• cigs
• weed
• lighter
• notebook/pens
• books
• sewing kit
• meds/vitamins
• tampons/maxis
• tattoo stick/goo
• deodorant
• pipe
• toothbrush/paste
• makeupbag

• make or buy kennel for olive
• paint room red
• posters
• mirrors
• done
• fucking hate life now it'll be easy! :(

• my name is Kasey Lynn Besson
• nick name: Kasey Bee
• 22 years-old
• d.o.b. January 27th 1988
• hometown: Red Bluff, CA
• current city: Grass Valley, CA
• white/pinkish skin
• mother to Aeva Mae Adore
• unemployed
• girlfriend to Zach
• hazel eyes
• red hair
• 5'4"
• 100 lbs.
• agnostic
• aquarius
• smoke weed
• drink occasionally

faves:

• yellow/blue

shoes

• get rid of all shoes i do not wear
• box

clothes

• wash, fold
• box

books, movies, music

• get rid of cd's
• box up all books, movies.

collectibles

• wrap in newspaper'
• box

toiletries

• get rid of unnecessary items
• box

art supplies

• wake up at 10 am everyday without fail
• pee
• brush teeth
• take vitamins
• wash face
• make Aeva breakfast turn on morning cartoons

- use this opportunity to

• do at least one load of landry, wash and dry.
• wash any dirty dishes
• clean up living space

- as for the rest of the day events may vary

• run errands
• make lunch
• take zach to work
• make dinner
• put A to bed

in order

• hanging out with Aeva and friends
• making lists of things i want to do but probably never will
• day dreaming
• smoking weed
• sleeping
• sewing
• writing/journaling
• drawing
• painting
• trippin on acid/sass

• wallet: ID, ebt card ;), various helpful business cards, small note book, phone number book, money and change.
• phone and charger.
• knife, tool w/ flashlight, pliers, screwdriver, nail fial etc.
• small sewing kit: needles, floss, thread, buttons, needle threader, thimble, and safety pins.
• car keys.
• sunglasses (buy a detachable neckband, so not to loose sunglasses)
• gum / altoids.
• iPod, charger and chord.
• small flamingo change purse Ronda gave me.
• make-up bag.
• small knick-knack bag w/ tissues, hair-ties, lighters, pens, pencils, scissors, beer koozie etc.
• first aid kit, and all the amenities.

• wallet

-ID, assorted debt cards, ss card, methadone clinic ID card, EBT card, coins, cash, etc.

• first aid kit
• small knife
• big knife
• tool
• lighter
• pain liniment
• Altoids
• hair ties
• mini folder with:

-car registration, insurance card, Aeva's shot records, ss card, A's medical card, old speeding ticket, etc.

• municipal waste shades
• chapstick
• opium fragrance oils

• get olive shots / heart worm meds (May 15th)
• tat: christal / gio / josh
• talk to amigo's owner about bags
• appointment on the 18th don't forget!
• scrub walls / paint red
• next month order posters saved on crustpunks
• dye hair back red
• soup up resume / apply for jobs asap
• maybe look into school at arc
• hound for tattoo apprenticeships
• think about making wicked awesome quilt for bed

• show filers
• wizard
• sabertooth zombie (+)
• born/dead
• witch hunt
• reagan youth (2)
• kill your idols
• f-minus
• rudimentary peni
• african child
• ceremony
• gg aeva (2)
• janis (2)
• nirvana (2)
• fear
• ramones
• nausea
• phobia
• magrudergrind
• dystopia
• capitalist casualties

• trash collect in garage, Aeva's room, and living room.
• collect all recyclables.
• vacuum Aeva's room, and living room.
• wash landry, fold.
• clean bathroom, throw away any toiletries we do not use, make a crate of all our stuff.

simplify!

• pick up all clothes / fold / put away
• do any necessary laundry
• remove any glasses, plates etc.
• sweep / vacuum rugs.
• make bed
• tidy around bed
• clear off counter / table / desk
• organize
• put up any stray artwork

• 1. Zach, the truest friend i've ever had.
• 2. Emily, the mostly loyal friend i've ever had.
• 3. Ronda, the friend i can't live without.
• 4. Charissa, the friend i spent the most time with and got in the most trouble with.
• 5. Errin, the friend i feel the most free and beautiful around.
• 6. Greyson, the only boy i have fallen in love with and still want to always be in my life.
• 7. Rachele, the friend i have known the longest.
• 8. Sheri, the silliest, chillest beezy i ever knew.
• 9. Jessie, the friend that was always there.
• 10. Adri, the friend that got away, that ...

• get wire to make more hand wrapped crystal pieces to sell at street fairs.
• get hemp 'how to' book and hemp to make zach and i's friendship bracelets.
• get sculpy clay to make unique beads for braclets.
• stock up on acrylic paints, inks, brushes, canvas.
• get a 'how to' book on leather working and leather, make necklace medicine pouches for crystals.
• accumulate more crystals.
• get more floral pattern fabric and get started on my self made wardrobe.
• sew in secret compartments into backpack, reinforce backpack entirely.
• find army navy store stock up on cool utility type belts and or accessories.