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Living in the sunshine where she belongs

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boys

boys be creating problem, simply saying sorry. if we get mad we are the crazy psycho one. sis has no energy left to get mad. feed me foods, i accept your sorry but unsure abt the forgive and forget part. we move forward, if it happens again or im done then we go apart. that easy.

oct 28 2021 ∞
oct 28 2021 +

intan{gible}

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jan 4 2020 ∞
jun 27 2021 +

resolutions

2021
- carry forward '20 hihi
2020
- flat abs
- no heartbreak
- try boxing for fun
2019
- ✔ graduate
- ✔ get a job
- flat abs

REMINDER

drink water
sleep early
workout
more reading
more traveling (damn covid)

jan 5 2020 ∞
jun 27 2021 +

itsy bitsy

Real. Real feelings. Real problems. Real weakness. Real secrets. Only she knows the real things about herself.
She's the only one who knows. She's the only one who feels it and thus she's the only one who can cure it. They dont know, she'll never show and they can never know.
Always told herself she needs no one. Push people away. Lock herself and laugh alone, crying on her own. And she's alright with that. She really is.. That's how she has been. Since.. 1997.
There's a lot of things going on her mind but she dont know how to let it out. She tried to look cool on the outside but inside she's a mess. She's just too complicated i guess. People.. Nah. They will never understand. No one will. All they can do is pretend. She is all alone in the end.

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jan 5 2020 ∞
jun 26 2021 +

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jan 5 2020 ∞
sep 30 2021 +

she/her

//24 and blossoming just right

She reads to kill time, write sometimes and sleep most of the time

She cant live without

tea
milk
cheese
books
kdramas

ps/ in the inside she's still a little girl who weeps everytime B1A4's song comes up on her playlist

jan 5 2020 ∞
sep 26 2021 +

crush pad

she likes him so much he will know it
the little things he never knew she noticed
she loves the lil things, like when he is unaware
he was just standing and she thinks he's cute
he looks good in a black shirt.. damn good
who gave him the permission to flutter her heart
sometimes she wonders, does he gets butterflies too? like she did ...
turns out he thinks she's an annoyance..
she did want to annoy him for the rest of his life
she thought of giving up .. but never
oh well might as well just give up
gotta set the butterflies free
here's an update; she didnt get butterflies anymore when she's around him. ashamed...

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mar 5 2020 ∞
sep 28 2021 +

trust

my trust issue is bigger than any other issues u might have so dont even try. u wont be able to play me, im the one playing along. at times i dont even trust myself, what do these mfs expect.

oct 28 2021 ∞
oct 28 2021 +

postscript

stay private but do flex your partner so that someone who's looking for one wont fall for your other half who pretended to be single.
abort the mission if a man immediately calls u bby or honey because girl, trust me u are in his trial list. guys nowadays are such a cheapskate, they can only afford 7days free trial after that they unsubscribe. you are too expensive.
dont bother to break my heart its not made out of glass. heart made out of lego, u can come and play with it (build, unbuild, rebuild it bby). lego dont shatters, glass did.
as someone who believes in women empowerment, i wont fight another girl over a guy. i'll let the guy go. he is clearly not worth my time.
not @ my bestfriend be sending me a trophy of CHAMPION in choosing the wrong perso...

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sep 28 2021 ∞
sep 29 2021 +

just a season

Timepass
- She was only a timepass in his life but someday he will definitely realize that the time passed with her was the most beautiful time of his life.
Scary
- It's scary how his feeling changes in just one night. In a blink of an eye, he's no longer there for her. No phone call, no text, nothing.
Regret
- He asked her what did she likes so much about him. Silence. There's no answer. If only she knew that's going to be the last time she heard from him, she would have answered it. She would have let him know that she likes everything about him. Now all that's left is regret.

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jan 5 2020 ∞
jun 26 2021 +