- Real. Real feelings. Real problems. Real weakness. Real secrets. Only she knows the real things about herself.
- She's the only one who knows. She's the only one who feels it and thus she's the only one who can cure it. They dont know, she'll never show and they can never know.
- Always told herself she needs no one. Push people away. Lock herself and laugh alone, crying on her own. And she's alright with that. She really is.. That's how she has been. Since.. 1997.
- There's a lot of things going on her mind but she dont know how to let it out. She tried to look cool on the outside but inside she's a mess. She's just too complicated i guess. People.. Nah. They will never understand. No one will. All they can do is pretend. She is all alone in the end.
- Its not like she dont socialized. She did has a few circle of friends, a few friends who she used to be close with, friends who she rarely talk with (a lot) and one real bestfriend. With all these friends, she had fun and jokes around but never she shares her biggest secrets. Never she shares with em her problems. Never she shows em her real weakness. She realized she's the one building the wall, creating the gaps. She doesnt let any of them come in. She just cant let them in. Dont ask her why. She doesnt even know why.. that is just how she is.
jan 5 2020 ∞
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