so, i am back with another life update, the year is now 2020 meaning it has been over a year since i kind of rounded things off for myself, so im gonna go through some valuable moments of 2019, and then move on to the world madness and current sadness that is 2020 !!! :-)

So 2019, lets review (puts some glasses on to inspect... and plays Kingstown town instrumental) - First off i just want to apologise to 2018 Lucy, 2019 Lucy did NOT slow down... 3 went to 9 and that is NOT ideal i know i am so so sorry. - 2019 did face many muggings off too, but many things did change in 2019 for the better, and the worst -you did see a few people in 2019, people who you did think you would have a potential future with, but ofc, that is not the case. these scenarios kept playing out hence why we on 9 now in 2020. - Alas,you also moved out of flat E116 :(. Sad times, your flatmates found rela...

• i am now SINGLEEEEE right now you are getting over your relationshio, your doing a good job keep it up! you are now at university which means youve had plentyyyyyyy of opportunities to get over him !trust me hunny you have been a slight hoe but we are living for it
• YOU HAVE WENT TO SEE BTS!!! which was amazing! best experience of your life!
• KPOP wise - you only really stan bts STRONNGLY!! Kpop wise girl you need to get your head in the game! catch up on some tunesssss man! but ofc you still deep down support all the groups you have stanned and will forever show love and encourage people to stan!
• UNIVERSITY - You study early years and childhood studies which is very good so far! youve had some essays, and some breakdowns! one thing you need to practice is referencing but it will come in time im sur...

The night seems to fade

But the moonlight lingers on

There are wonders for everyone

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WOW where do i begin, lets get this done so i can throw 2o18 out of the window (insert "the truth untold - BTS in the background whilst i get ready to type this essay). I wanna do something like this so that i feel i am officially throwing 2018 out where it belongs, in the TRASH and set myself some goals for the future that 2019 will be, what i want to achieve and improve for myself. Soooooo lets start off! Music START! Lets start by saying, at the start of 2018 you would not have predicted that your life will be in the position it is in now. at the start of 2018, you was in a relationship, a college student, a bit of a pussy tbf. but now you are developing into a woman, and honestly lucy, im so proud of you for this year. Girl, havent we put up with a load of crap!!! January, february, march and april were just STRESS!!! including them mock exams girl, oof dont even, on your birthday week...

These are my favourite live performances in KPOP i have seen over the past years

BTS = Perfect Man - here

This performance is just AMAZING!! other than Namjoon being off for the performance, the classic song by Shinhwa and BTS just cant be faulted!!! forever a favourite

BTS = Dope performance - here

Right, this performance just has my overall heart! and ill explain why. JUNGKOOK. it takes one word. him in that hoodie OMG!!! was that much to me fran legit bought me that hoodie for my birthday! he just looks sooooo gooood!!!! cant fault the boy

Got7 Youngjae, BAP Daehyun, VIXX Leo, Btob Eunhyuk - Mirotic Slow Version here

I love mirotic so much as it is, but this version just sends shivers down my spineeeeeeee!!! The fact that groups that are around and popular now keep the flame of ...

The stars shine so bright

But they're fading after dawn

There is magic in Kingston Town