• billy -that was cute at the time. and we're good friends now. and he is not good for me.
• nolan -i liked him alot, but he found laufo. and they are absolutely perfect. we're cool now.
• chris -he shows no actual emotion, or care toward a girl. you can never really know with chris. girls aren't his priority right now.
• cam, andy, & aren -don't really count though.
• justin. -doesn't count, he is totally not good for me, and he's taken. he's just wicked nice and funny, and excessively flirty.
• ricky -oh boy. i can't even describe what we've gone through. he just. makes me happy. and i don't know if we'll ever be anything more than friends. we want to do the right thing. and never hurt each other. ever. so. we'll see.
• nik -oh gosh. he's so sweet to me. i'm still so unsure of him. he always knows the right thing to say. oh, and did i mention he smells amazing?
• ricky -(this is the same ricky) he's just back in my life. sort of. lol. we plan to hang out much more once school starts<333 clearly, after my boy purge.

-the boy purge has ended-

• ricky-oh. let's hang out. oh wait. you want space. sorry i was looking out for you.
• jon #1- so attractive and flirtatious :)
• jon #2 (dif. oneee...)- really nice, good friend.
• evan- not sooo sure why, he just. idk. i'm interested in him. lol. and ricky "approves" of evan, not jon #1. lol. we're going to homecoming together :)
• ricky.-he's my best guy friend. and we are back to normal.
• mike- he's nicer now. and idk, i find interest in him, but i can't do anything about it (my girlie likes him!)
• alex- idk, he's interesting, funny and intriguing. not sure where this will go.
• ricky- he just overpowers everyone. since march. cool. i hate this.

I AM DONE WITH RICKY :) we are justfriends and i am happy with that :)

as of 11/10

• alex- we've been talking lately! and idk!
• kevin- we went on a double date with lauren and nolan....to redrobin. another double date with them tomorrow bowling :)....and now...we have also gone to laufo's house and watched Serendipity & V for Vendetta. and tonight we went to see the new James Bond movie. :) uhhh...don't know about this anymoreee...lol.
• alex- don't think i want to lose my chance this time.
• ricky- why can't this stop?! everytime we're together. it just feels right.
• kevin- you're cute, and nice. we're dating!!
• ricky- at last, you admit you like me. but we can't start a relationship now..you're leaving. my love for this boy is like, indescribable.
• mike- heeee's cute? don't even knowww him! loolll.
• brian. sweet boyfriend :)

since the last time i updated this... brian and i have split. dated mike p. and teddy.

am officially dating emile, and am very happy :)