• Alexey Adonin
• Alfons Mucha
• Anne Bachelier
• Arthur Rackham
• Charles Meryon
• Claude Verlinde
• Daniel Merriam
• Edmund Dulac
• Edvard Munch
• Egon Schiele
• Érik Desmazières
• Eugène Grasset
• Francisco Goya
• Fuyuko Matsui
• Gerhard Richter
• Gottfried Helnwein
• Gustav Klimt
• Hiroo Isono
• Horst Janssen
• James Jean
• Julie Heffernan

• Francesca Woodman
• Anna Gaskell
• Bill Henson
• Gregory Crewdson
• Jock Sturges
• Sally Mann
• Nan Goldin
• Deborah Turbeville
• Inbe Kawori
• Nobuyoshi Araki
• Saga Sig
• Anne Noble
• Izima Kaoru
• Billy Kidd
• Michal Chelbin
• Kenny Horie
• Yasuji Wantanabe
• Eugeny Mochorev
• Eva Rubinstein
• Duane Michals
• Lewis Carroll

• I don’t need flowers/to remind me of the fact/that you love me not. (Unknown, haiku)
• I put new people on a pedestal, worshipping them for their surprising kindness to me, for their benevolent notice. How many silver-plated statues have I erected, only to humanize them as I grew to know their vulnerable frailties? (Sylvia Plath)
• If you're going to do something, do it well. And leave something witchy. (Charles Manson)
• What on earth can you do on this earth but catch at whatever comes near you, with both your fingers, until your fingers are broken? (Tennessee Williams)
• Sometimes I miss you/the way someone drowning/remembers the air. (Tim Seibles)
• Angry, and half in love with you, and tremendously sorry, I turned away. (F. Scott Fitzgerald)

• Cory Leskovac
  • A cocky lovers

• Ankh necklace
• Socks/tights (Sockdreams?)
• "Witch boots"
• Jean jacket
• Black cable knit sweater
• black leather gloves

• struggle
• distortion
• violent
• mercy
• exploitation
• empyreal
• chronology
• echolalia
• catatonic
• albatross
• hallucinogenic
• hysteria
• surrender
• rapture
• catalyst
• mercurial
• desperate
• tender

• thick tights with pretty colours and patterns/long socks
• boots (preferably some Doctor Martens)
• hats
• scarves
• leather gloves

• Anne Sexton poetry
• Black Paradox (Ito)

• White: Titanium or Flake White
• Cool yellow: Lemon yellow or Cadmium Yellow Light
• Warm yellow: Yellow Ochre or Naples Yellow
• Cool red: Alizarin Crimson or Rose
• Warm red: Cadmium Red Light or Vermilion
• Cool blue: Cobalt Blue or Ultramarine Blue
• Warm Blue: Manganese Blue or Cerulean Clue
• Darks: Paynes Grey or Indigo
• peachy flesh tone: White, Yellow Ochre, and Cadmium Red Light.
  • a lot of white, with a bit of Cad. Red Light, and a touch of Yellow Ochre.
• darker flesh tone: Burnt Sienna, Yellow Ochre, White, and a bit of Rose.
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• L'appel du vide: this French word means “The call of the void” ; it is significantly used to describe the instinctive urge to jump from high places.

• sanity - 正気
• Don’t tell anyone. 誰にも言わないでね。
• I don’t care. かまわないよ。
• I envy you. うらやましい。
• Don't forget the animals that you made. 君が作った動物を持って帰るのを忘れないでね。
• ぼけっと　gazing into the distance, doing nothing
• 恋の予感　（こいのよかん）the sense upon meeting someone that the two of you will fall in love　
• バックシャン　seeing a woman who is pretty from behind, but not from the front
• ありがた迷惑　（めいわく）　unwelcome favor, mixed blessing, white elephant
• あげおとり to look worse after a haircut

• Alone With Everybody (Bukowski)
• Rain (Gerard Malanga)
• Ennui (Plath)

• 20th Century Boys
• 500 Days of Summer
• A Nos Amours (1983)
• Aftershock (2010)
• Air Doll
• All About Lily Chou Chou
• Boondock Saints
• Cannibal Holocaust
• Christiane F.
• Closer
• Confessions (Kokuhaku)
• Crash (1996)
• Enter the Void
• Eraserhead
• Funny Games
• Ginger Snaps
• Goth
• Guinea Pig
• Gummo
• Hick
• Ilsa: She Wolf of the SS

• middle aged women who try to be "hip"
• people who think they're funny when they aren't; similarly, people who remind me too much of myself
• clinginess
• rude train conductors

• car headlights
• flourescent home depot light
• led flash light
• bicycle light with some gels through some branches/leaves
• long exposure, and color adjustments afterwards
• flashlights like the one police use. (Play with distance of the light to subject, closer is better. Get the correct ratios of highlight and shadow) *broken pieces of mirror on a board, bounce light into and get speckled highlights
• use tungsten balanced neg - this will make the artificial lights in the background look normal and the flash will look blue because of its colour temperature.
• use daylight neg and put a pale blue filter over the flash.
• use tungsten film and daylight flash with a CC filter on the lens to tone down the...

• "bookkeeper" is the only word in the English language with 3 consecutive double letters

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• The Stranger (Camus)
• Nausea (Sartre)
• Anna Karenina (Tolstoy)
• Ada, or Ardor (Nabokov)
• Audition (Murakami)
• Macbeth
• Hamlet

• my growing record collection

• I want oriental rugs to hang on my walls

and maybe put some on the floor too

• One of those beds with the metal railings on either end, like hospital beds
• I wish I could have wallpaper, grandma-style wallpaper, DEFINITELY NEED WALLPAPER
• Dark round wooden table and wooden chairs
• White gauze-y curtains with a faint flower pattern that can be tied back
• Plants
• Semi-tacky floral sofa with blue/burgundy floral motifs
• Maybe a mirror
• Pillows
• Portraits of strangers in frames
• Oriental screen

• make a dartboard collaged with faces of people you hate
• live in your attic
• cry
• follow a stranger around all day
• download a personality emulator/live vicariously through others
• recycle other people's thoughts
• talk to strangers
• dumb yourself down, be self-deprecating to the point of making others hate you and make sure to use "lol" as much as possible
• sleep face down on the floor (alternatively, sleep in your closet. or both)
• practice voodoo
• confuse dreams with reality
• name colors after people you hate
• fall in love exclusively with people who act like you don't exist
• be desperate-- beg ("ask for it")

• focusing screen (eg-s)
• Canon speedlight 430-EX II
• EF 24-70mm f/2.8L USM (preferably) or 28-135mm f/3.5-5.6 IS USM
• TTL remote cord SC-14
• 35mm f/2 (will settle for f2.8) Leica lens (Summaron)
• hasselblad
• phase one
• Contax G2
• Leica M6 TTL
• Contax T3

• House of Leaves (Mark Z. Danielewski)
• Lolita (Vladimir Nabokov)
• Laughter in the Dark (Vladimir Nabokov)
• The End of Alice (A.M. Holmes)
• Music for Torching (A.M. Holmes)
• Virgin Suicides (Jeffrey Euginides)
• The Bell Jar (Sylvia Plath)
• The Collector (John Fowles)
• Johnny Got His Gun (Dalton Trumbo)
• American Psycho (Brett Easton Ellis)
• The Wind Up Bird Chronicles (Haruki Murakami)
• One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest (Ken Kesey)
• The Comfort of Strangers (Ian McEwan)
• The Cement Garden (Ian McEwan)
• Madness (Marya Hornbacher)
• A Good Man is Hard to Find (Flannery O'Connor)
• The Girl Next Door (Jack Ketchum)
• The Man Who Lived Underground (Wright)

• 4 Months, 3 Weeks, 2 Days
• 28 Days Later
• 28 Weeks Later
• 7 Days
• Ab-normal Beauty
• Alien
• All About Lily Chou-Chou
• American History X
• American Psycho
• An American Crime
• The Amityville Horror (remake)
• Antichrist
• Baise-moi
• Black Swan
• Blue Velvet
• Buffalo '66
• Cabin in the Woods
• Candy
• Christiane F.
• Concrete
• Cracks

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