• job hunting
  • going to the bank
  • going to school in the morning when i haven't finished an assignment or project
  • babysitting - dealing/talking with the mother (i never fail to heave a sigh of relief once she leaves for work. as for the actual babysitting, i take great joy in it!)
  • figuring out where to sit at lunch time
  • looking for my buspass
  • continual amassing of debt on my library card
  • waking up on a full scheduled day; understanding i'll hardly have any time to myself, or that when i do, i'll have no energy left to enjoy it
  • sending mail
  • dealing with patrons on craigslist
  • when hurricane season passes through my room
    • the pile of clothing on my chair stacks twice as high as the back
    • piles of books and paper and more clothing overflowing from top of wooden chest to the floor
  • handing in creative writing to lois
  • leaving home looking trashed or scrubbed ("looks good = feels good" - i used to react to this phrase with skepticism)
  • lola still isn't home by 11:00 PM
  • bumping into people i know when skipping class
  • coming home after a day of skipping
  • deciding whether or not i should skip
    • this is usually resolved when i'm already at the skytrain station to get off for school
  • figuring out what to wear when it's raining/looks like it's raining outside
    • should i wear my rain boots, raincoat, and bring an umbrella?
    • or maybe i only need boots and a raincoat
    • or maybe just boots and an umbrella
    • or maybe just a raincoat
  • going to school wearing boots, a raincoat, and carrying umbrella, then coming home carrying a heavy bag and umbrella, feeling ridiculous because it's sunny and warm
    • vancouver weather is unpredictable and the rain is weak most of the time
    • i don't know why i do this to myself
  • posting strong opinions on facebook
    • i feel like my christian elders are going to judge me for talking about dark and negative subjects and not expressing conservative thinking
    • and then i realise nobody really pays attention to my facebook
    • so whatever
  • packing to move
  • vacuuming and cleaning my room
  • strangers opening my bedroom door (during the moving process)
    • strangers entering my bedroom
    • strangers touching my belongings
  • my grandmother touching my belongings
  • people looking over my shoulder while i'm on the computer
  • teachers passing by when i'm doing schoolwork
  • teachers sitting beside me
  • people looking over my shoulder in general
  • people staring at me
aug 31 2011 ∞
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