- miriam and diego are sick so this is a free saturday that i rarely get
- went to sleep late last night working on bracelets
- woke up late this morning 8:50pm
- grandma left around two hours ago and i don't know where she went
- finally took a bath around 12 but i still have my towel wrapped around my head
- as i type this right now i'm just remembering that i forgot to transfer the boiling water into the thermos, so now i need to reheat the water
- this isn't the first time i've panicked about being home alone and suffered a mental brain freeze
- i used to go out a lot, and right away. i wouldn't waste time on the computer like i am doing now.
- i guess that's because someone was always home - lola or daddy - and i didn't want to hear their voices all day so i would have a clear reason to go out
- but now nobody is at home, and i don't have a solid reason to leave home
- and i don't know what to do when i go out
- where would i do my homework?
- i can't spend money, or not a lot at least
- but neither do i want to stay home because i feel obligated to do something outside since this is a free saturday after all
- i am mentally wringing my hands
- i want to cry
nov 26 2011 ∞
dec 1 2011 +