9:54 PM

• I'm really down tonight
• everybody is just hating (directly & indirectly) on me lately
  • Grandmother calling Sr G to know where I am
    • Sr G calling Mark to know where I am
      • at only 5:30-7:00 PM at night
  • Babysitter calling me to tell she was sorry for making a comment in front of me (but not to me) about my babysitting ethics
    • If this means nobody at church is going to let me babysit from now on, I'm down for that. I was born an only child, grew up as an only child. I don't know how to babysit little kids. If the effort I've put in doesn't meet your expectations, sorry; you're the one who hired me.
    • Now she wants to talk to me on Sunday. Ugh. About what? If you don't want me to babysit your kid ever again, fine, just tell me; don't make it more dramatic than it needs to be
• Not even the fact that my classmate gave me his Planet Earth dvd series for free (well, actually, in exchange for five homebaked chocolate chip cookies) can cheer me up
• I need out
• I can't wait until tomorrow. I'm going back to West Point, away from people I know.