- emily?
- can you come out?
- what is it?
- daddy's not waking up
- blue lips
- 911 not working
- 911 working
- lola freaking out outside vs me calm outside
- DADDY
- so blue
- so still
- i wanted to take a picture
- dispatcher staying on the line
- feel his forehead
- find his pulse
- chest compressions
- gurgling noise
- gold watch
- cold hands
- white, veiny feet
- the smell
- paramedics coming up the stairs
- stop chest compressions
- slip off watch
- one last kiss
- move that table!
- can we get some light in here?
- change out of pjs
- questions
- lola freaks out
- don't want to live through it again
- headphones
- johnny too beef
may 2 2011 ∞
aug 13 2011 +