• devote my life to research and learning
  • learn a language or two (spanish and/or filipino)
  • earn a phd (environmental engineering)
  • help others see their full potential
• move in with my love
  • have a family maybe
  • have a cat
• see the world
  • visit my cousins in the philippines
  • buy items from pokemon center in japan
  • say hi to the monterey bay aquarium
  • watch tourists try to do the leaning tower of pisa image
• love myself
  • finally be healed from trauma
  • forgive my father, one day

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• gumagamit ng mga flashcard araw-araw
• nag-aaral ng grammar at sentence structure
• tagalog lite aklat-pampaaralan; pag-unlad ng aralin:
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• tagalog
  • i'd honestly rather learn bisaya but there's not enough resources! i plan to use tagalog as a foundation though and when i can pay for things i'll move towards bisaya
• spanish
  • it's extremely useful in the long run!! spanish is so widely spoken and it'll be extremely nice of an asset to have. plus i have school experience
• japanese
  • half out of weeb culture, half out of interest towards how sentences are written. i really like kanji and i think it's so cool how one pronunciation can mean so many things when written out!
• korean

growing up a tomboy made me insecure towards my feminine side

• be able to do makeup
• learn to do my brows
• get into wearing rings
• style my hair more often
• own and wear a dress
• have a skincare routine

diagnosed:

• depression
  • in partial remission
  • im so glad this one isn't a major issue anymore it was so bad
  • support systems really helped
• anxiety
  • on meds (sertraline)
  • i hate being nervous over literally everything
  • currently working on in therapy
• tourettes
  • on meds (guanfacine)
  • most days its fine but it's lowkey exhausting
  • can't do much abt this one unfortunately :c

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