list of people i miss yet cannot talk to because, well, i cut them off for a reason. anyway, gotta cope somehow!

  • RG - u...latest wound that can't seem to heal properly. the vibes were....there....but maybe that was just me. ur mannerisms have stuck with me even though it's been months. wild. love u sm still. i wonder if u think about me too...
  • MG - never did give me the time of day when i needed u most despite me doing that for u, no matter what i was doing. u actually taught me a lot through that and i now see how everyone in my life currently does that as well. thank u and i still can't seem to want u back anymore. i think i've grown used to living without talking to u.
  • JC - like a literal brother to me. granted, i did use u during our final talks, but i don't think it would've mattered know...
aug 27 2024 ∞
aug 27 2024 +
  • (041424) ayo why does self sabotage be looking kinda,,,,[lip biting emoji]
  • (052724) how easy is it to be replaceable, do u think?
  • (053024) he makes me soooooo happy </33
  • (053124) shoot me.
  • (061124) love, love, love. that's all i think of.
  • (061724) u make life worth living, as much as i hate to admit.
  • (061824) dyl <33
  • (062224) looking at bowie in labyrinth and it's like....do i want him or do i want to be him? gender envy go hard rn
  • (063024) have quietly changed everything. want to live as my true self...
  • (071324) if this brain doesn't kill me in a timely manner, i swear-
  • (082624) people who claim ur "so important to them" yet see u as an afterthought make me sick. u just proved to me that my brain IS right about u hating me lol
may 27 2024 ∞
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