• Laundry
• Nerballin'
• Run lines
• Eggs+Fruit for breakfast
• Get some more sleep
• Cinnamon
• Listen to some Qur'an

First kiss in my aparment up for grabs!

• Lobby of Utica College
• On a bus to competition
• On the bus back from cruise
• Outside the mall...Oh, lipring, mmmm
• In a park in the middle of Paris
• In a dorm room
• In a hotel room
• In Brooklyn
• In my room back in Utica
• In a gogo dancing bar in Jersey (I was LIVID)

I was gonna do a list of sins, but basically I haven't killed anyone or slept with anyone's wife.

• Chastity--
  • Abstaining from sexual conduct according to one's state in life. Embracing of moral wholesomeness and achieving purity of thought through education and betterment.
  • I think I've got that one covered. My state in life is single. I think I'm pretty moral according to my definition of morality and we all know that I'm trying to get educated and better myself.
• Temperence--
  • Constant mindfulness of others and one's surroundings; practicing self-control, abstention, and moderation.

(Just like to point out that nothing done in the name of love is ever really stupid, even if you off yourself. People have done dumber things for shittier reasons)

• Online marathon conversation for over eleven hours
• Learned about DBZ in all it's incarnations
• Stole thongs
• Stage managed a third show my freshman year
• Wrote a sensual love poem in French
• Learned about Racine
• Wore a Marie Antionette costume not on halloween
• Self-depricated hardcore§
• Second guessed my every move§
• Choreographed a modern dance
• Fell down stairs
• Spent an entire night at a wrap party not drinking

• Labyrinth
• Secretary
• Unfaithful
• Heavy Metal
• A Clockwork Orange
• City of Angels
• (sometimes) Willow

• Alyazyah
• Robbie
• Wanita
• Fatima
• Kaela Rae
• Atitya
• Vijay

• Speaking English with Corentin
• Fantasizing about restarting my facebook
• Denying I'm a dork when I know all the cheats to Super Mario Brothers for NES and can name all the characters from Batman while my best friends play Arkham Asylum
• Making up stripper choreography to "Bedrock"
• Self-depricating...But I'm actually working on that one

• 54--Al-Qamar (The Moon)
  • Cause it's my name, duh
• 94--Al-Shar (The Opening)
  • After the hard time, there is ease is said twice
• 91--Al-Shams (The Sun)
  • It's Alyazyah's name
• 99--Al-Zalzala (The Earthquake)
  • It's fun to say the name
  • The imagery is awesome
• 19--Maryam (Mary)
  • Mary can be understood as a prophet

• Honest
• Unwilling to back down
• Argumentative
• Well built
• Not afraid to make a fool of himself
• Can speak more than one language
• Has a job
• Does something artistic
• Can vibe the right moment instead of asking for it
• Knows when to be an asshole and when not to be
• Loving, obviously
• Kind
• Mine de tout

• Arts (I do)
  • Acting
  • Dancing
  • Singing
  • Writing
• Arts in general
• Religions
• Comics
• French
• Him

• I was born, June 23 1989 Friday 8:00PM
• 9 months-first word, daddy, also started walking
• 3/4 years-I learned to read and read a lot of books with Lane Smith illustrations
• 12-I got cast in my first show as a lead, fell in love with acting, and decided on NYU
• 12-First crush, Aaron A.
• 18-Auditioned for NYU and got in
• 18 1/2-Met Robbie and Alyazyah
• 18 3/4-Fell in love with a Guy
• 18 4/6-Gave away my v-card on a one night stand
• 18 and some change-Got my first full time job
• 19-Threw my own birthday party where someone brought me a boy
• 19 springish-Met Kyle
• 19+-- Betrayed by Frenchie McFrenchenstein

• Wagers by Marylin Hacker
• You Who Never Arrived by Rainer Maria Rilke
• i like my body when it is with your body by ee cummings
• The Borders by Sharon Olds

• Her voice
• Her smell
• Her sweetness
• Her bitterness
• Her lonliness
• Her pain
• Her smile
• Her cooking tips
• Morning glories
• Her gardening tips
• The color of her eyes
• Exactly how long and what color her hair was
• Her favorite song
• One of her favorite movies
• Bob Ross
• Her color palette
• Her cakes
• How proud she was of me when I told her I was going to Paris
• That she told me she was going to die

• Two awesome dates
• Downloaded all the music I needed to hear
• Learned the real reason why the French go see an early movie
• Saw my first opera (Idominee)
• Bought slammin' crackers for the office
• Organized cookies into checkerboad format with black and white chocolate petit ecoliers

• French
  • Transcriptions
  • Journals
• Acting French
  • Lines
  • Music
• DLD App
  • Synthesize ideas
• Social life
  • Get tore up

Well, for this Saint Patrick's day I would like nothing more than the following:

• A frosty pint of Guinness
• My boobs to turn green
• To be with friends

• Cheese crunchies-Pepper Ann
• Crabby Patties-Spongebob
• Reptar Bars-Rugrats
• Any of the Garbage-Aaaaaaah! Real Monsters.
• Something from Honker Burger-Doug
• Something from Good Burger-All That
• Tofu Pizza-Clarissa's mom from Clarissa explains it all
• Wood-The Angry Beavers
• Pizza-Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
• Sock Coffee-Rocco's Modern Life
• Banana split-Hey Arnold

• Letters to a Young Poet by Rainer Maria Rilke
• The Unbearable Lightness of Being by Milan Kundera
• Sartre on Theatre by Jean-Paul Sartre
• Deal With It by gurl.com
• The Qur'an by God (delivered by Mohammad)
• Black Girl in Paris by Shay Youngblood
• Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban by J.K. Rowling
• Savage in Limbo by John Patrick Shanley
• Symposium by Plato

• She loved without bounds
• I loved her laugh
• She was a brilliant god damned actress
• She was absolutely mad
• Damn impressive graphic novel collection
• One of the most amazing things about her was she never got tired of fucking. Never
• I've read her poems a million times

• Kissed me as soon as he saw me
• Held my purse while I tied my shoe
• Bought my movie ticket
• Tried to get me to order popcorn in French
• Picked up on me being silly/sexual when I said "I don't mind being sticky"
• Noticed my shoes matched my purse and my ring matched my scarf
• Noticed I smelled good
• Smelled good for me
• Put his arm around me unafeardedly
• Took action in the movie theatre
• Asked me how I did the things I did
• Asked me what I wanted to do next
• Listened to me
• Made me not too scared to take the RER
• Made spending the night not a question
• His room was clean
• Drinks first but let me pour them
• Laughed when I said "I'm gonna f*** a Fre...