• slit wrists

(not strong enough)

• alcohol poisoning

(too sensitive to alcohol would def pass out too soon)

• jump

(no access to place high enough)

• overdose

(REALLY high failure rate especially with amount of meds in my system already & drugs i have access to)

• hang

(too fat, rope would break)

• drowning

(i panic under water)

• monoxide poisoning

(no access to a car or place likely to be undisturbed)

• shoot myself

(have no idea where to get a gun)