should I kill myself, or have a cup of coffee?

†⠀ LÉO ㅤ·ㅤ loup ; eliott

• pre-uni human sciences student ₁ wannabe philosophy teacher...
• coldly intellectual, compassionate critic, unapologetic daydreamer, trinket hoarder, organized maximalist, horror enthusiast, grammar nazi, asocial autist with a humanist heart, eternally unsatisfied

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I respect my silences because of this; I respect my own inactivity and disappearances, remembering that not everything in a shell is hiding. It was never fear that made me want to do better, anyway. It was always grace. It was always the realization that I’m free to be anything, so why not choose something generative?