Hmmm...what do you mean?

• When I'm inside the CR. Obviously?
• In the bedroom when I'm depressed and feel like crying
• When I go to the mall to buy something I want

- Because when I'm with someone, they either complain or get bored or get tired because I seriously take a lot a lot of time when I shop. So, I'd rather be alone.

• In the kitchen. When I try to practice a dish for the first time.

- Because I don't want any distractions and obviously, people who keeps on asking WTFudge I'm doing. =.=

• When I take a walk outside

- I want to go to a place where there are no people around. Just me...with the calm wind and birds chirping. Oh how I love ...

• Raeziel Anne Gallegos

She was my first bestfriend. When I started grade school, napaka-loner ko. As in. Walang kaibigan. But she was the only one who came to me para magpakilala. Sakto parehas kami ng village kaya lagi akong nasa bahay niya at lagi din siyang nasa bahay ko. Ganun kami ka-close. ^-^ Kaso nung nagGrade 4 ako, lumipat kami ng bahay. Nagsulatan pa kami, nagbigayan ng mga remembrances, pero di katagalan...nawala yung closeness namin. Ang sakit lang na wala pang 1year mula nung lumipat kami ng bahay, may bago na siyang so-called "best friend". T-T Pero that's life. Atleast we're still friends...sa Facebook. Hehe. Di na siya nagpaparamdam. -.-

• John Paul...I always forget his last name. =.=

Eto. Ang first guy bestfriend ko. Ang cut...

Lol. Maraming beses na ngyari sakin 'to, pero iisa lang talaga pinaka-naaalala ko. :))

• When I was in SM Manila

This recently happened to me. My mom called me while I was roaming around the mall. Teka...bat bako nag-eenglish. =.= Anyway, tandang-tanda ko pa, after yun ng Fun Run namin. Sabi niya sakin pupunta daw sila ng Robinson's. Dadaanan daw nila ako. Kaya sakto nasa mall ako nun. Haha. So umupo muna ako sa upuan, waiting for them to call again para malaman ko kung kailan ako lalabas..kasi umuulan narin eh. At pinahiram ko na yung payong ko sa kaklase ko, kasi iniisip ko susunduin naman ako kaya no worries sa ulan. Haha. Sa kakahintay ko sa upuan... Nakatulog ako! Nakakahiya pa kasi naka-indian seat pako tas yakap-yakap yung bag tas nakapatong ulo ko sa bag. Waaah. Pagkagising ko nagulat ako da...

• Get out in front of your computer and be productive!
• Stop being lazy!
• I want to eat but what will I eat?
• I want to bake cheesecake but I don't have ingredients. T-T
• I want to bake brazo but I don't have ingredients. T-T
• I need cookies! D:
• I need to think of a new routine...
• Stay positive. Stop thinking about it.
• It's possible, it's possible! Yay! :D
• Mafil, why are you like this? T-T

• "Someday everything will all make perfect sense. So for now, laugh at the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason."

Kahit na di ko alam kung anu yung reason na yun. Kung bakit kailangan mangyari sakin yung mga bagay-bagay. I trust God with all my heart, dahil alam kong planado niya lahat ng 'to...

SO STAY POSITIVE MAFIL! Waaaaa. Stop thinking about it. What's done is done. T-T There's a reason behind it. Malay mo mas maganda pa yung mangyari sayo. :) :| :)

• River Flows in You (Yiruma)
• Kiss the Rain (Yiruma)
• Dream (Yiruma)
• Looking Back (Yiruma)
• Thousand Years (Sungha Jung)
• Safe and Sound (Sungha Jung)
• Just the Way You Are (Sungha Jung)
• More than Words (Sungha Jung)
• Wonderful Tonight (Sungha Jung)
• Right Here Waiting (Sungha Jung)
• She will be Loved (Sungha Jung)
• Crazy Little Think Called Love (Sungha Jung)
• Count on Me (Sungha Jung)
• Canon Pachelbel (Sungha Jung)
• Canon Rock (Sungha Jung)
• I Won't Give Up (Jun Sung Ahn)
• Still in Your Fairytale (Jun Sung Ahn)
• Chopin Nocturne op.9 no.2

Sungha Jung, I just can't stop falling in love with your pieces again and again. ♥...

• Be a gold awardee
• Be a champion in a flairing competition
• Be a champion in a cooking competition
• Be as rich as Henry Sy. :))))
• Be a popular chef and a bartender at the same time
• Work in a cruise ship
• Live in other countries
• Study in other countries
• Have a crush on someone and eventually fall in love with him and finally be your boyfriend...or
• Fall in love unexpectedly. O.o

• Cooking. =.=
• Essay writing
• Dancing and singing
• Making long conversations with new people
• Trying not to be awkward with new people
• Drawing and painting

• Daniel Padilla

- Well, I really didn't like him at first. Kasi mga ganyang lalaki? Puro pacute lang eh. Tapos natatawa pa ko kapag napapanuod ko yung Princess and I. Kasi dun ko lang siya nakita eh. HAHAHA! Ang awkward mag-acting angwala. :)) But seriously, nung narinig ko boses niya? WHAT THE FUDGE! Nainlove ako sa boses niya. Dun nagstart ang pagka-crush ko sakanilang dalawa ni Kathrine. Love those couple. <3

• Jang Geun Suk

- He's cute, he's sexy, he's handsome, he's hot, he's cool, and he's everything you could wish for! Gustong-gusto ko sila ni Park Shin Hye!! Woooooh. Nakilala ko lang siya sa Korean series which is "You're Beautiful" and may chemistry sila! Love it. <3

Online games

• o2jam
• RAN Online
• Flyff
• Luna Online
• Audition

Offline games

• GTA Vice City, San Andreas, IV
• Battle Realms
• Counter Strike
• Yuri's Revenge
• DOTA
• Red Alert

Nokia phone games

• Snake
• Space Impact
• Bounce
• I can't remember but there's a word "RAT" :))

• Paris
• London
• Singapore
• New York
• Hong Kong
• Korea
• Japan

• Moody: Inborn na sa mga babae to. Kung badtrip kami, wag niyo nang sasabayan.
• Pag sinabi naming nagtatampo kami, lambing lang katapat: Yung salitang tampo way lang namin yun para sabihing lambingin niyo kami. Konting I love you niyo lang, okay na kami.
• Gusto namin yung palagi kaming kino-compliment: Pag may bago sa itsura namin, gusto naming mapansin niyo. Kasi nakakataas ng self-confidence namin yun.
• Pag napansin niyong naging sersyoso yung mga text namin, may mali: Kapag ganun, may nagawa kayong di namin nagustuhan. Kaya be alert. Kapag sinabe naming wala, meron talaga. Nahihiya lang kami. Kaya pilitin niyo kaming sabihin sa inyo. At pagtapos naming masabi, konting lambing lang. Back to normal na ulit.
• Selosa kami: Kaya iwasan niyong makipag harutan sa ibang girls. Lalo na sa harapan...

For my New York Cheesecake

• Cream cheese
• Unsalted butter
• Grahams
• Flour
• Sour cream
• Vanilla extract
• Sugar
• Heavy whipping cream (this is so expensive! maygaaaahd)

For my Brazo de Mercedes

• Eggs (I'm going to need 2 trays of this)
• Condensed milk
• Lemon extract
• Unsalted butter
• Cream of tartar
• Vanilla
• Whipping cream
• Confectioner's sugar

Others

Ohh.. this...

• HISTORY

Hindi ko alam kung bakit pero di talaga ako interesado pagdating dito... I mean, past is past! Hahaha! Kidding. But seriously, it's not my thing. o.o Yung tipong pag-usapan buhay ni Rizal? Kung sinu-sino mga past presidents? Kung anu ngyare during Spanish colonial period? What the fudge. Masakit sa ulo. D:

• Organizing an event

When it comes to this, I really don't have any idea what to do. Basta hihintayin ko nalang na i-assign ako sa ganito, saka ako gagalaw. Hahaha. Promise, go with the flow lang ako pagdating dito...bla bla bla. Pero syiempre tutulong din ako if ever man magkaroon ng problema. Alangan namang hayaan ko. =.=

I know I know...summer is about to end but I just want to list them down.

• Practice flair!
• Attend workshops and seminars (or summer class if ever)
• Cook / bake
• Clean my room and organize my files
• Watch recommended movies, Korean series, and anime series

And for the record, the only thing I've done was to practice flair. I know right? I'm so productive! :))

Top 15 all-time favorites:

• Back in Time - Pitbull
• Be my Baby - Wonder Girls
• Boomerang - DJ Felli ft. Pitbull
• Chu - f(x)
• Danza Kuduro - Don Omar
• Good Feeling - Florida
• Good Girl - Carrie Underwood
• Locked out in Heaven - Bruno Mars
• Lupin - KARA
• Mr. Saxo Beat - Alexandra Stan
• Paparazzi - SNSD
• Play Hard - David Guetta ft. Ne-yo & Akon
• Sweet Nothing Play Hard Mash-up - Thiago Feitosa
• Turn Up the Love - Far East Movement ft. Cover Drive
• Where have the Wild Ones - Summer Mash-up 2012

They're not in order by the way.^^

• Go to an amusement park and ride all we can!
• Wear cute hats and bracelets.
• Eat whatever we see delicious!
• Who wouldn't want to end a date with C&K? :3

• Ampalayaaaaaaa. D:
• Tofu. errr.

• Boys over Flowers
• Playful Kiss (Mischievous Kiss)
• His Beautiful
• To the Beautiful You
• Coffee Prince
• Dream High (season 1)
• My Girlfriend is a Gumiho
• Heartstrings
• Wonderful Life
• One Mom and Three Dads

• Buy a complete set of bar tools and equipment
• Buy a complete set kitchen and baking tools and equipment
• Treat my friends and family to whatever they want
• Buy all food and drinks I cannot buy!
• Buy all books I cannot buy!
• Buy new rubber shoes. :D
• Buy a car! HAHAHA! Kidding. :))

• TOO MANY TO MENTION. KBYE! :D

Woah. hahaha! >.<

• John Paul - First crush. LOL
• Ali Vallinas

Naging crush ko 'to... grade 4 ako. In denial pako nun. Sobrang in denial! Hahaha! Cute cute niya nun. Mukha siyang bumbay. Hahaha! Pero kasi grabe yung kakulitan nito eh. Eto pa yung nambully sakin dati na sinumbong ni Ate kay Mommy. HAHAHAHAHA! Well, not literally bully. Trip niya lang kasi akong suntukin sa braso ko. Pero di naman kalakasan, tsaka di ko masyado pinapansin. Kaso, di ko napansin nagkapasa na pala ako sa braso. LOL. Tapos, nung naggrade 5 hanggang 3rd year high school. Ayan, ako na nanununtok sakanya. Siya punching bag ko. At okay lang din naman sakanya... grabe parang pader naman kasi braso nun! Hahaha! Kaya nakakatuwa. At naging crush din pala ko niyan since grade 4-6? So parehas lang kami. LOL. Nag-a-ILY pa y...

• Seriously, when can I have a lot of money to buy everything I want?
• No please, stop thinking about him, he's not worth it. T-T
• School will start on June 3? Why is it so early DAMNASDFGHJKL!!
• Is there really someone who will accept me for who I am?
• My BEST BEST BEST Friend, thank you for everything. :D
• I don't know what I'm going through right now.
• When will I have the time to shop for ingredients and bake? T-T
• Time flies so fast. o.o
• I seriously want to play but WTFUDGELSKJSJDH is wrong with the internet! D:
• Everything is alright if I just breathe... breathe
• Student's permit to drive! Woooo. Finally. :D

Because Turn ON is too mainstream. haha. Too bad, di NILA to mababasa. Yes, kasi marami silang kinaiinisan ko. Dami kayang lalaki sa mundo. =.=

• Yung mga FLIRT

Mga lalaking ganito ang pinaka-pinaka ayaw ako sa lahat. Yung malalandi! Kung kani-kanino lumalandi. What the fudge. Lalo na't may girlfriend na lumalandi pa sa iba.

• Yung mga 2-timer

Parang flirty guys pero mas malala kasi di na basta basta flirt eh...nanloloko na eh. Tss.

• Yung mga mayayabang

Yung tipong lahat nalang ng kinukwento sayo puro about sakanya nalang. Kesyo marami siyang pera, maraming humahabol sakanya, daming tumitingin sakanya kasi ganito g...

• Join a flairing competition

I joined a flairing competition unprepared but hey, I never expected that my competition will turn out good. It was a great great experience. But of course, I have to practice more, more, and more.^^

• Go to a competition almost late at night just to support my friends
• Sleep over in someone's house

Yes, I never thought this will happen to me because I'm too young to experience this. O.O But this happened in a good way. We went to Chillax Bar somewhere in Alabang (which is too far from our home, I guess) to watch our friends' flairing competition and went home almost 1:00 in the morning. It will be hard for me to go home since the jeepneys and tricycles will be leaving at exactly 1am. So I had no choice. I texted my Mom but she didn't reply. ...

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• Rice with matching MILO
• Cream-O
• Hansel (vanilla :D)
• Noodles (usually seafood)
• Hotdog Sandwich from Jollibee (jolly hotdog!)
• Cheese burger from Jollibee
• Burger from Mcdo (usually chicken sandwich)
• French fries
• Kwek-kwek, isaw, barbeque, bananaque, etc. (street foods)
• KFC flavor shots
• Chowking's pork chao fan
• Brownies from Brownies
• Ice cream cornetto (white chocolate flavor)
• Ice candy (mango flavor)
• Egg pie
• Chocolate cake

wait...parang may mali.. O.o

• Dance. LOLOLOLOL.
• Exercise. HAHAHAHAHA!
• Eat healthy foods. =.=

• Procrastinating *bow*

• Sleeping late
• Playing games
• Eating
• Reading
• Smile and Laugh

My name is Mafil. *bow*

I have so much to say but I just can't express it into words. I was born to make a difference, to be unique, to change people's lives and live to the fullest for we only live once. YOLO! :D

I have a Best friend. My Bestest friend of all my best friends! He's always beside me and never leaves me. He protects me from everything and heals me when I'm wounded. He comforts me when I'm sad, listens when I talk to Him and understands me even though I can't explain things very well. His name is Jesus, our Lord, our God. <3

I'm Catholic. But I don't care if your in different religion because I respect you for what you believe in.

I don't care if your black, white, or something. Because all I'm looking for is a friend that will never leave me and bring me down. :)