index — ↺: re–listened | ★: favorite

———— may

• 2020ㅤhow i’m feeling now — charli xcx ★
• 2025ㅤfancy that — pinkpantheress ★
• 2025ㅤsincerely, — kali uchis
• 2017ㅤreputation — taylor swift ↺ ★
• 2009ㅤbrand new eyes — paramore ↺ ★
• 2025ㅤshort n’ sweet (deluxe) — sabrina carpenter ↺ ★
• 2025ㅤbeneath the lilypad — alexandra savior
• 2025ㅤeven in arcadia — sleep token
• 2025ㅤlo mismo de siempre — mora
• 2007ㅤspeak for yourself — imogen heap ↺ ★
• 1996ㅤmilk & kisses — cocteau twins ★

———— may

• flowers, aespa
• forever, charli xcx
• don’t delete the kisses, wolf alice
• praying, seulgi
• so what we get drunk?, flvckka
• spend it, summer walker
• free now – live from vevo, gracie abrams
• let down, radiohead
• bed chem, sabrina carpenter
• dancing with our hands tied, taylor swift
• party 4 u, charli xcx
• everything is romantic, charli xcx
• megalomaniac, kmfdm
• pretrial (let her go home), fiona apple
• gnarly, katseye
• jaded, spiritbox
• aerials, system of a down
• supernatural, newjeans

index — ↺: re–listened | ☆: watched

• las alucines
  • red flags | las alucines | 01×15 ☆
  • leyendas urbanas | las alucines | 01×16 ☆
  • tenemos miedo | las alucines | 01×17 ☆
  • historias paranormales | las alucines | 01×18 ☆
• rotten mango
  • #401: american streamer plays “i want to s*x children” audio at korean children’s park
  • #402: ex abercrombie ceo accused of global s*x trafficking ring of models - epstein & diddy connection
  • #403: white lotus 3 resort death: billionaire playboy wang sicong’s uncle’s co...

index — ↺: woke up singing it again in the same month

———— may

• 01 | call it what you want, taylor swift
• 02 | how bad do u want me, lady gaga
• 05 | the beast, lady gaga
• 06 | forever, charli xcx
• 07 | revolving door, tate mcrae
• 08 | track 10, charli xcx
• 09 | abracadabra, lady gaga
• 13 | i love you, i’m sorry, gracie abrams
• 15 | spent it, summer walker
• 17 | cuntissimo, marina
• 18 | gnarly, katseye
• 19 | track 10, charli xcx
• 21 | wildflower, billie eilish
• 23 | fortnight (feat. post malone), taylor swift
• 24 | lolm, taylor swift

———— april

🎧 | listening…

• how i’m feeling now — charli xcx
• hit me hard and soft — billie eilish

📺 | watching…

• castlevania, season 3 — episode 1
• the apothecary diaries, season 1 — episode 14
• yellowjackets, season 3 — episode 6

🤎 | thinking about…

• mashle: muscles & magic
• getting that degree… i’m locked in!

📖 | reading…

• la casa de las grietas, krystal sutherland ▨

index — ↺: re–read | ★: favorite | ▨: book–club reading

• arráncame la vida, ángeles mastretta ▨ ★
• carmilla, j. sheridan le fanu
• piranesi, susanna clarke ★
• la asistenta, freida mcfadden ▨
• project hail mary, andy weir
• sunrise on the reaping, suzanne collins ★
• lord of the flies, william golding

index — ♡: happy | ✩: content | ❆: anxious | ϟ: angry | ☂︎: sad

———— may

• 01. ✩
• 02. ✩
• 03. ♡
• 04. ✩
• 05. ♡
• 06. ✩
• 07. ✩
• 08. ❆
• 09. ✩
• 10. ✩
• 11. ✩
• 12. ✩
• 13. ✩
• 14. ✩
• 15. ❆
• 16. ✩
• 17. ✩
• 18. ❆

• “i want to be great, or nothing.” from little women by louisa may alcott
• “to be made of flesh was humiliation.” from lives of girl and women by alice munro
• “i did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. i did not like to be touched because i craved it too much. i wanted to be held very tight so i would not break.” from wasted: a memoir of anorexia and bulimia by marya hornbacher
• “if i relaxed my body now, i’d fall apart. i’ve always lived like this, and it’s the only way i know how to go on living. if i relaxed for a second, i’d never find my way back. i’d go to pieces, and the pieces would be blown away. why can’t you see that?” from norwegian wood by haruki murakami
• “i so often remain silent. i am like a wolf in his den hiding my grief.” from a letter to vera zvagyntseva by marina tsvetaeva
• «‘cause i have lived my life in debt // i’ve spent my days in deep regret // ..._forget_ (froot) by marina

index — ⬚: to read | ☐: in progress | ▨: up–to–date | ☑: finished

last updated » january 1st

• ☐ blue lock — chapter 206
• ☐ dandadan — chapter 41
• ☐ jujutsu kaisen — chapter 248
• ☐ kaiju no. 8 — chapter 100
• ☐ one punch–man — chapter 200
• ⬚ chainsaw man — chapter 97
• ⬚ gokurakugai
• ⬚ kimetsu no yaiba — chapter 145
• ⬚ sakamoto days

———— manga/manhwa log

V.

• 06 | the devils by joe abercrombie
• 09 | fancy that — pinkpantheress
• 09 | sincerely, — kali uchis
• 09 | even in arcadia — sleep token
• 16 | beneath the lilypad — alexandra savior
• 17 | die, my love, directed by lynne ramsay
• 20 | the starving saints by caitlin starling
• 21 | the right person will stay — lana del rey
• 26 | tilt – the 2nd mini album — irene & seulgi
• 30 | something beautiful — miley cyrus

VI.

• 03 | skipshock by caroline o’donoghue
• 06 | princess of power — marina
• 20 | i quit — haim

index — ↺: re–watched | ★: favorite | watched in theaters

———— may

• 2007ㅤ surf’s up ↺ ★

———— april

• 2023ㅤ the little mermaid ↺ ★
• 1999ㅤ but i’m a cheerleader ★
• 2014ㅤ into the woods
• 2005ㅤ star wars: episode 3 — revenge of the sith ↺ ★
• 2024ㅤ conclave
• 2025ㅤ a minecraft movie
• 2025ㅤ thunderbolts* ★

———— march

• 2012ㅤ the hunger games ↺ ★
• 2013ㅤ the hunger games: catching fire ↺ ★
• 2014ㅤ the hunger games: mockingjay – part 1 ↺

index — ↺: re–watched | ☒: finished

———— may

• 04 | the apothecary diaries, season 1 — episode 14
• 04 | the falcon and the winter soldier — episodes 1–4
• 06 | the falcon and the winter soldier — episodes 5–8 ☒
• 22 | mashle: muscles and magic — episodes 1–2
• 23 | mashle: muscles and magic — episode 3
• 25 | mashle: muscles and magic — episode 4
• 26 | mashle: muscles and magic — episodes 5–8

———— april

• 02 | the apothecary diaries, season 1 — episodes 1–3

index — ↺: re–watched | ★: favorite

———— commentary

• i ate only youtuber food products for 1 week ★
• i tried anti-aging tiktoks ↺ ★
• the vikings of tiktok
• watertok: the strangest community on tiktok
• this low–budget animated movie ruined my life ↺ ★
• the sibling romance is back to haunt us (culpa tuya) ★
• goat story 2: whas this necessary? ↺ ★
• a youtuber made the most insane animated movie ever ↺ ★
• forging hephaestus is weird
• lightlark 3: electric boogalee
• obsidian is just twilight with aliens
• let’s watch my favorite tiktoks
• let’s watch (more of) my favorite tikto...s

index — ↺: re–watched | ★: favorite

• squid games, season 2
• chernobyl ↺ ★
• formula 1: drive to survive, season 6
• watchmen ★
• creature commandos, season 1
• julie and the phantoms, season 1
• castlevania, season 1
• castlevania, season 2
• the falcon and the winter soldier ★