index — ↺: re–listened | ★: favorite

———— october

• 2018ㅤeternity — mr.kitty
• 2025ㅤthe life of a showgirl — taylor swift
• 2025ㅤthe art of loving — olivia dean
• 2025ㅤfancy that — pinkpantheress ↺ ★
• 2012ㅤ200 km/h in the wrong lane (10th anniversary edition) — t.a.t.u
• 2003ㅤdead letters — the rasmus
• 2006ㅤmemo rex commander y el corazón atómico de la vía láctea — zoé
• 2005ㅤmezmerize — system of a down ★
• 2003ㅤabsolution — muse ★
• 2025ㅤeternal sunshine deluxe: brighter days ahead — ariana grande ↺ ★
• 2025ㅤman’s best friend — sabrina carpenter ↺ ★

———— october

• dracula, tame impala
• before the fever, grimes
• monolith, twin tribes
• mother mary, mr.kitty
• com você (feat. amaia), judeline
• meat, poppy
• welcome to the opera (feat. grimes), anyma
• armageddon, aespa
• the fate of ophelia, taylor swift
• elizabeth taylor, taylor swift
• parade, susumu hirasawa
• in the shadows, the rasmus
• show me love, t.a.t.u
• nice to know you, pinkpantheress
• time is running out, muse
• y te vas, motel
• lost in hollywood, system of a down
• my last breath, evanescence
• meeeeee (nayeon), twice

index — ↺: re–listened | ☆: watched

• las alucines
  • red flags | las alucines | 01×15 ☆
  • leyendas urbanas | las alucines | 01×16 ☆
  • tenemos miedo | las alucines | 01×17 ☆
  • historias paranormales | las alucines | 01×18 ☆
• rotten mango
  • #401: american streamer plays “i want to s*x children” audio at korean children’s park
  • #402: ex abercrombie ceo accused of global s*x trafficking ring of models - epstein & diddy connection
  • #403: white lotus 3 resort death: billionaire playboy wang sicong’s uncle’s co...

index — ↺: woke up singing it again in the same month

———— october

• 02 | my shot, li–nmanuel miranda, daveed diggs, okieriete onaodowan & leslie odom jr. (original broadway cast of hamilton)
• 05 | elizabeth taylor, taylor swift
• 06 | ruin the friendship, taylor swift
• 07 | nobody’s son, sabrina carpenter
• 08 | player of games, grimes
• 10 | in the shadows, the rasmus
• 11 | toxicity, system of a down
• 12 | midnight sun, zara larsson

———— september

• 01 | when did you get hot?, sabrina carpenter
• 03 | this is for, twice
• 04 | tears, sabrina carpenter
• 05 | my man on his willpower, sabrina carpenter
• 08 | nobody’s son, sabrina carpenter

🎧 | listening…

• absolution — muse
• miss anthropocene (deluxe edition) — grimes

📺 | watching…

• twin peaks, season 2 — episode 1

🤎 | thinking about…

• very excited for halloween! i’m already thinking about my costume (even though i’m not sure if i’m actually going to a halloween party)

📖 | reading…

index — ↺: re–read | ★: favorite | ▨: book–club reading

• arráncame la vida, ángeles mastretta ▨ ★
• carmilla, j. sheridan le fanu
• piranesi, susanna clarke ★
• la asistenta, freida mcfadden ▨
• project hail mary, andy weir
• sunrise on the reaping, suzanne collins ★
• lord of the flies, william golding
• la casa de las grietas, krystal sutherland ▨
• defy the night, bridgid kemmer

index — ♡: happy | ✩: content | ❆: anxious | ϟ: angry | ☂︎: sad

———— october

• 01. ✩
• 02. ✩ + ❆
• 03. ♡
• 04. ♡
• 05. ✩
• 06. ✩
• 07. ✩
• 08. ✩
• 09. ✩
• 10. ✩
• 11. ✩
• 12.
• 13.
• 14.
• 15.
• 16.
• 17.
• 18.

• “i want to be great, or nothing.” from little women by louisa may alcott
• “to be made of flesh was humiliation.” from lives of girl and women by alice munro
• “i did not like to be touched, but it was a strange dislike. i did not like to be touched because i craved it too much. i wanted to be held very tight so i would not break.” from wasted: a memoir of anorexia and bulimia by marya hornbacher
• “if i relaxed my body now, i’d fall apart. i’ve always lived like this, and it’s the only way i know how to go on living. if i relaxed for a second, i’d never find my way back. i’d go to pieces, and the pieces would be blown away. why can’t you see that?” from norwegian wood by haruki murakami
• “i so often remain silent. i am like a wolf in his den hiding my grief.” from a letter to vera zvagyntseva by marina tsvetaeva
• «‘cause i have lived my life in debt // i’ve spent my days in deep regret // ..._forget_ (froot) by marina

index — ⬚: to read | ☐: in progress | ▨: up–to–date | ☑: finished

last updated » october 12th

• ☐ blue lock — chapter 206
• ☐ dandadan — chapter 41
• ☐ kaiju no. 8 — chapter 100
• ☐ one punch–man — chapter 200
• ⬚ chainsaw man — chapter 97
• ⬚ gokurakugai
• ⬚ kimetsu no yaiba — chapter 145
• ⬚ sakamoto days
• ⬚ jūjika no rokunin
• ☑ jujutsu kaisen

———— manga/manhwa log

• jujutsu kaisen — chapters 248–270

X.

• 03 | the life of a showgirl — taylor swift
• 10 | tron: ares, directed by joachim rønning
• 17 | deadbeat — tame impala
• 17 | emotion (10th anniversary edition) — carly rae jepsen
• 17 | from the pyre — the last dinner party
• 17 | i feel everything — maggie lindemann
• 17 | teenage ramble — lexie liu
• 23 | i am frankelda, directed by roy ambriz & arturo ambriz
• 31 | everybody scream — florence + the machine
• 31 | halloween

IX.

• 04 | the conjuring: last rites, directed by...

index — ↺: re–watched | ★: favorite | watched in theaters

———— october

• 2025ㅤ taylor swift | the official release party of a showgirl
• 2006ㅤ paprika ★
• 1986ㅤ castle in the sky ↺ ★

———— september

• 2004ㅤ mean girls ↺ ★
• 1995ㅤ clueless ↺ ★
• 2004ㅤ miss congeniality
• 2013ㅤ the conjuring ↺ ★
• 2016ㅤ the conjuring 2 ↺
• 2004ㅤ the incredibles ↺ ★
• 2025ㅤ demon slayer: kimetsu no yaiba infinity castle ★
• 2020ㅤ hamilton ↺ ★

———— august

• 2025ㅤ my oxford year

index — ↺: re–watched | ☒: finished

———— october

———— september

• 07 | every minute counts, season 1 — episodes 1–4
• 08 | every minute counts, season 1 — episode 5
• 21 | twin peaks, season 1 — episodes 1–2
• 24 | twin peaks, season 1 — episodes 3–4
• 29 | twin peaks, season 1 — episode 5

———— august

• 01 | the sandman, season 2 — episodes 4–7
• 04 | the sandman, season 2 — episodes 8–10 ☒

index — ↺: re–watched | ★: favorite

———— commentary

• i ate only youtuber food products for 1 week ★
• i tried anti-aging tiktoks ↺ ★
• the vikings of tiktok
• watertok: the strangest community on tiktok
• this low–budget animated movie ruined my life ↺ ★
• the sibling romance is back to haunt us (culpa tuya) ★
• goat story 2: whas this necessary? ↺ ★
• a youtuber made the most insane animated movie ever ↺ ★
• forging hephaestus is weird
• lightlark 3: electric boogalee
• obsidian is just twilight with aliens
• let’s watch my favorite tiktoks
• let’s watch (more of) my favorite tikto...s

'index — ↺: re–watched | ★: favorite

• squid games, season 2
• chernobyl ↺ ★
• formula 1: drive to survive, season 6
• watchmen ★
• creature commandos, season 1
• julie and the phantoms, season 1
• castlevania, season 1
• castlevania, season 2
• the falcon and the winter soldier ★
• mashle: muscles and magic ★
• mentiras: la serie
• squid game, season 3
• we were liars, season 1
• a discovery of witches, season 1
• a discovery of witches, season 2
• a discovery of witches, season 3
• locke & key, season 1 ↺
• my melody & kuromi, season 1 ★
• untamed, season 1 ★