- Stop eating/only eat healthy food
- OR: eat very often, as a compulsive thing - like eat every third hour even though I'm not hungry at all
- Go online and chat with random unknown men
- Flirt with random unknown men
- Make contact with men from my past which I know I shouldn't talk to, and either flirt with them or yell at them
- Write - either it is letters for the people that've hurt me, or journals for myself, just getting my thoughts down on "paper"
- Cry
- Watch countless movies and TV series, never pausing
- Hide in games (WoW)
- Read, if I can focus
- Anything time consuming where I can escape to an alternative universe
- Hide in my very own fantasy world which I've built up in my head over the years
- Stay up till I fall asleep from exhaustion
- Shop (preferably DVDs, preferably online)
- Stop talking to my friends/family
- Being anti-social (more so than normally)
- Avoid music
- Getting angry when hearing happy people outside
- Avoid going to the grocery store in the daytime to avoid the happy people
nov 12 2010 ∞
nov 15 2010 +