sup my name's mauve!

im an 18 yr old

i use he/him pronouns, i don't mind they/them though that's fine too

im an artist & musician and those things are v important to me

i'm a bi dude im p sure but i call myself gay a lot/interchangeably bc my identity is sorta fucky, sry if that's confusing (i dare someone to call me homophobic for tht tbh lol)

if u can't tell........i like typing informally and in what i see sometimes called "a very tumblr way". k lol it's just how i express the qualities of my speech best thru the limited medium of text, get with it

i have a lot of mental disorders ngl but namely: i have D.I.D . this is an anti-climatic announcement of actually a very big thing for me i've been scared to come out about over these years haha but i just...

so i'm an alter* and there are other alters who you may likely see speak up or come out in ways - i'm sorta the one around most days and taking most claim n space in day to day life, but i'm no "original" and the others are not "my" alters . we're all our own ppl who are separate, but preference of language depends on the person so don't take my word & experiences as the only valid way! also my experiences used to fall more in line with the label of OSDD(1b), a sister disorder of DID that usually only means alters & the dissociative identity experience just with a lack of amnesia but everything else, but as of recently this year i go thru things a bit differently and black out and have memory issues n barriers far more so the line between labels has started to blur and i hate feeling like im not valid enough using either so i now choose to use DID in reference to myself bc it is the more ...

tldr im a whole bunch of sad gay kids in a trench coat standing on each other's shoulders trying to masquerade as one (1) sad gay kid so pls dont make fun of me for using a million names online im trans and have DID thank u

i have a lot of interests but they tend to change and have varying intensities (i get special interests too so i can fixate rly heavily on things and seem to never shut tf up abt them) but here are some current/recent ones

• brockhampton (+ kevin abstract's stuff but i luv all thos boys)
• death grips
• bojack horseman
• tbh im trying to get back into reading books bc high school ruined that shit for meee

~some long running things, most of which r said special interests~

• (insert like a million different other artists, my music taste is varied as fuck)
• musicals
• the mcelroy brothers/family and all their products (monster factory, mbmbam, etc*)...