1) Mental Stability

      • As I get older my head gets murkier...the highs are higher and the lows...way lower.
      • Seriously attempting to achieve some level of stability, embracing the fact that i'm insaine & taking meds.

2) For Anthony & I to be together as long as time may allow.

      • May the happy be more that the sad.
      • May the patience never run out.
      • May the love flow.

3) For my mother to live as long as time permits, and may it be a fantastic existence.

      • May she be happy, because she deserves nothing less.

4) I want a successful art career.

      • I want to move someone the way Sol le Witt moves me.
      • I want to make something every day; I want to love what I make and to be able to live comfortably off of it.
            • off the subject...I totally love Yoko Ono, I do! And I’m NOT going to apologize for it...

5) To find peace in my relationship with my Father.

      • May I let go of the anger...and learn to forgive.

6) Perky boobs & significant weight loss

      • As I get closed to 30 (1.5 years away) they just aren’t what they used to be.
      • I would like all of this to happen by the grace of the powers that be.
      • Hell, this is a fantasy wish list. I want those two things without having to do anything to get them... you know, like surgery of exercise.

7) A FABULOUS sex life forever.

      • This one is pretty self explanatory. I want good sex, consistently, through my entire existence.

8) May the next city I move to feel like home.

      • I have lacked a home for a while. Puerto Rico is home, but the chances of me returning there to life full time are slim. I want a place outside of there that can feel like home.

9) May my grandmother’s suffering end

      • I guess it is really fucked up to wish this because it means that she would have to die.
      • Its hard to watch her the way she is now...in pain and in a constant daze. That is not my grandmother anymore.

10) May the next 4 years bring about a major change in the direction of this country.

      • I love Obama...Its so hard not too...
      • McCain is freaking old...this is not about ageism. They guy just has no clue. It is just insane to think that someone that ancient would know what affects my life. That is like expecting me to understand what its like to be that ancient...I'm just saying.
jul 31 2008 ∞
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