You tell me you think this is about me just wanting to find a reason to be angry...it is not. It is about how much i hate it that you drink & then drive. I don't care about how much you drink...Hell! I drink like a sailor, but i don't go drive people around after a bottle of wine.

So here it is...I don't believe you when...

• You tell me you only had 4 beers on Monday night.
• You tell me you only had 2 beers last night.
  • This morning in the car you were oozing next day booze smell, but to avoid another argument I kept it to myself.
    • I am pretty sure your co-workers & employees can tell.
      • I FUCKING HATE that smell, pretty much more than any smell in the world. It makes me think of awful things…things I really don’t like thinking about.
• You tell me you will not drink when it’s your turn to drive when we go out together.
  • I hate having to be the NAG that constantly has to tell you to stop.
  • I kind of feel is fucking disrespectful to get drunk and drive me around, it freaks me out and makes me uncomfortable & paranoid, pretty much causing unnecessary stress.
  • More than once I have had to stop and sober up because you got WASTED...when it was your turn to drive.
  • Lisa needs to keep her mouth shut on the subject, based on her most recent decisions I wouldn't count on her to be smart about any rational decision making process. She has an obvious death wish (Jessie anyone?).
    • The fact that she won't have 1 drink and drive but is totally willing to let my boyfriend drive her home when he is wasted pisses me of beyond belief.
• You tell me you will take a cab home next time you go out and drink.
  • I think you will ride back with one of your equally drunk friends.
    • Just so you know....that will piss me off too...probably even more.
• That it’s ok to drink and drive because you are not driving on the highway.
  • ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS!
    • If you were ever to get arrested for a DUI...don't call me, because I probably would go get you.
      • You wouldn't want me to get you.
• That you really think this shit is debatable.
  • That is what pisses me off most of all.

I thought writting all of this down would make me less angry....I was wrong.

**UPDATE** I feel a little better... 5 hours later....