- ...my lack of career...I have all this education, a Masters Degree and I still work as a glorified secretary in something completely unrelated to my field.
- ...how i do not produce enough pieces.
- i have a hard time with consistency.
- I have made a few drawing & small paintings in the last 2 years.
- That’s fucking pathetic.
- ...how i have no idea what i want to do with the rest of my life.
- ... the question; "Can you really be in love with one person for the rest of your life?"
- ...how I’m almost 30 and have managed to achieve nothing of any real importance or merit.
- ...how will my move to Boston change things.
- ...finding a job i actually like, in my field, somewhat.
- ...getting a PHD, can i really do it? Am I smart enough? Dedicated enough?
- ...the amount of debt i am in. Student loans terrify me, and the idea of accumulating more loan freaks me out.
- ...never living at home again. Being old in this country.
- ...how for the first time in my life I am starting to , maybe, change my mind about someday having a kid...and Anthony still is dead set against it.
- ...becoming more American...less Puerto Rican.
- ...having children that don't speak Spanish.
jul 9 2008 ∞
feb 4 2009 +