• 1. I have had 3 separate shrinks tell me I "might" be Bipolar.
  • 2. Random things, such as getting cut off in traffic, make me irrationally angry...sometimes to the point of sobbing hysterically in my car.
            • What makes me angry is that I really want to get out of my car and kick their ass but, for practical reasons, cannot. So in fact, it is the frustration of not being able to hurt stupid people that makes me cry.
  • 3. Sometimes I have very "unhealthy" thoughts that scare me a little.
  • 4. I get random outburst of energy and motivation...only to sob hysterically later.
  • 5. I started taking pills that are used to treat bipolar disorder.
            • They actually work a little.
  • 6. I obsess about the potential impending death of the people i love.
            • This usually makes me cry hysterically as well.
  • 7. I cry a lot.
  • 8. I can't sleep.
  • 9. Anxiety is a bitch.
            • It also likes to poke holes in my stomach and make it bleed.
  • 10. I worry, I’m a worrier...
            • Definitely not helping the anxiety.
  • 11. My brain is like a movie in fast forward.
            • A million things zooming by, to the point that ,at times, I cannot understand what is going on in there.
  • 12. Guilt and residual anger.
            • Some reasonable, but most unreasonable reasons.
  • 13. If you have ever met half the men i have dated...you would just automatically go "oh, yeah, I get it."
may 30 2008 ∞
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