- april 30th, 2018: woke up with basil sleeping on my neck and silvia in my kitchen / took frankie and silvia to sonic in my new car / went to the car dealership with ella to have my car cleaned and filled up with gas / went home and made pasta salad while ella painted her nails / smoked with my mom and jr / rolled a blunt / henry came over / ella left / made more food and went on a picnic at the end of my road / veggie burgers, pasta salad, southwest blend veggies, oatmeal cookies, and raspberry tea / smoked our blunt and talked / cuddled and watched the bats flying overhead / walked back / took basil to henry's / fell asleep until about 2:30 when henry took me home / stayed up / social media, vape, more pasta salad, the rest of that blunt / maybe i'll try and watch a movie
- may 1st, 2018: woke up and got ready to go to nathan's / deposited $100 into my bank account and headed to nathan's / took him on a ride in my car to taco bell so i could get something to eat / back at nathan's we just smoke and watch drag race and the trixie and katya show / he fed me home made vegan tiramisu / drove all the way out to hope and faith's to show them my car / they talked to me about school the whole time / had coffee / drove all the way back to pick up henry and go to donna's / went back to henry's to watch collateral but i ended up falling asleep / got home around 4 / stayed up for a while on my phone
- may 2nd, 2018: stayed in bed until about 2 playing life is strange on my phone / got up and ate some cereal / stretched and went on a run / paramore is great to work out to / cleaned basil's litter box and did the dishes / went to henry's to work out / lots of squats and lunges / jump roped some and played with sally / when she says my name it sounds like she's calling me "daddy" / went inside and ate the dinner that catherine made / mushroom masala and mashed potatoes / went upstairs and had sex / laid with henry in the eno for about 2 hours talking about everything / it was so lovely and the bugs couldn't find us / went inside to make some veggie dumplings and a honey sriracha sauce with sesame seeds / we talked a lot about food today, our favorite food "genre", what we always ordered from fast food restaurants when we were younger, what the best pizza chain is / henry told me he loved me for the first time when i left / i said "nuh uh" and started crying / we hugged for a long time / drove home and took a long long shower / in bed with basil on my shoulder, smoking, listening to cut copy / today was a good day
- may 3rd, 2018: got out of bed and tried to eat some cereal but the milk was expired / tried to make some eggs but just threw the carton on the ground instead / ate a pickle / watched part of a movie with my mom on her lunch break / made some ramen / put some makeup on / did my brows fuchsia for the first time / went over to henry's / hung out with grant and caleb for a bit / listening to a jingle that henry and grant wrote for michael's pizza / laid in the eno while the boys played baseball / sally joined me momentarily / went to work at 5 pm / made $40 / got off work and went to donna's with kylie / smoked / disturbing news / went to taco bell on wilma rudolph because the madison street one was closed / smoked more at the park and go / watched cabin fever at kylies / very tired
- may 4th, 2018: woke up and actually drug myself out of bed / half-ass got ready / met sara cook at gail's house and smoked a bowl out of her bong / met gail and margaret's kittens / justeen showed up / the hug was everything i've been waiting for / sara rolled a blunt and forgot it on the table / we all rode to sara's house to get her book / she rolled another blunt and we blunt rode back to gail's / had some bagels before i had to leave for work / made ~$130 / met ella and friends at the bowling alley when i got off / got myself a jalapeno pizza / hung out at the arcade for a bit / drove to ella's house and smoked while i waited for her / smoked with hunter and ivy when they got there / went inside and watched tucker, joe, and ella play fortnight / fell asleep watching bird videos
- may 5th, 2018: woke up and went downstairs to eat some fruity pebbles / talked to ella's mom for a while / went home and got ready for work / did my eyebrows purple and my eyeshadow orange / i looked like halloween / went to work and made $100 / smoked a blunt with silas, jonnyi, will, jamie, and isaac / picked henry up from work / ate some pizza and quesadillas at his house / went upstairs and tried to watch full metal jacket but i fell asleep like i always do / woke up at 3 am to henry telling me that he needs to sleep because he's got work in the morning / drove home and went straight to bed
- may 6th, 2018: woke up and went to the bank / picked up henry’s backpack from his house and dropped it off at elite for him / picked kylie up and went to my grandma’s / snacked and smoked / took kylie home because she had to work / went back to donna’s and cleaned really well / went home and laid in bed until 8 / picked henry up from work and went to steak ‘n shake / guacamole steakburger minus the steakburger plus a honeysmacks milkshake / a much needed date / went back to henry’s and got a little wine drunk / 69 / went home and went to sleep
- may 7th, 2018: woke up and ate a whole tub of hummus with my mom and frankie / contemplated going to walmart for about an hour / finally got out and went to savannah’s for an eighth / went to walmart to pick up some food for me and basil / dropped the food off at home and went to donna’s to make sure everything was in order for jason’s arrival / tried to eat some mac n cheese but it was gross / took some pretzels, egg rolls, and a tortilla & black bean casserole from her house / put the casserole in the oven and started on my makeup for justeen’s party / left for margaret’s / sat around playing with kittens and waiting for everyone to get there / walked to strawberry alley with margaret, cecilia, taylor, justice, and justeen / had dinner with all of them plus genesis, olivia, steffi, kiersten, nolan, josh, and alex / i never actually got my food / left the restaurant and took some pictures / walked back to margaret’s / took some shots and packed some bowls / rolled a blunt / got so many compliments on my sparkly fishnets / talked to josh about makeup / talked to kiersten about katie / steffi told me that she was proud of me for turning into such a beautiful person / talked to alex about homeshake / gail and sara showed up / danced in the kitchen / gravity bong / slumped on the couch until olivia joined me / “tessa will you talk to me i’m fucked up” / literally gagged in front of everyone and olivia drug me to the bathroom / sat in front of the toilet for ages before finally puking / fell asleep in gail’s bed for about 3 hours / woke up feeling golden / everyone had left so i went home / made myself a veggie chicken sandwich and went to sleep
- may 8th, 2018: woke up and got on instagram / olivia messaged me to make sure i was okay & asked if i’d do her makeup for a concert / got up and had a bowl of peanut butter crunch / washed my face and brushed my teeth / did olivia’s makeup and did an amazing job / went to see henry before work / made some pasta and ate it on the deck / played with sally and hugged henry lots / went to work and made $66 / it was matt’s birthday and we got him a chantilly cake / went back to henry’s when i got off / chilled in grants room and made a video / went home and went to sleep
- may 9th, 2018: woke up and chilled around the house / went to my grandma's to wait for malik with her / smoked and ate some chips and salsa / malik never came so i left / picked ella up and got some dq / went to the vape shop / got a coil and some peach juice / took ella back home / went to henry's and eno'd for a while / went inside and posed nude for henry to sketch me / it took forever and i was cold and uncomfortable / caleb and sydney came over and i sat with them in grant's room for a little bit / left for nathan's / made gnocchi, smoked, and watched american dad / fell asleep / left at 2 am and went home to sleep
- may 10th, 2018: woke up and took a shower / chilled around the house / grandma came over to pick up her oz / smoked and hung out with her for a little bit / went over to henry's before work / eno'd and looked at recipe's the whole time / went to work and made $83 / went back to henry's after work / sat in grant's room and drew with him / ate some leftover chinese and smoked a joint / went upstairs and cuddled / he tells me he loves me all the time now / fell asleep until 3:30 / went home and went to sleep
- may 11th, 2018: woke up and gave henry a wake up call / packed him a lunch and went to pick him up / dropped him off at work / came home and took my nail polish off / ate some cinnamon toast crunch / chilled with basil / tried to find some concerts to go to / went to work / made good money but forgot how much / went over to hallie's boss's after work / did dabs for the first time from a rig and didn't cough at all / everyone was impressed / talked until 1 am / drove home / tried to watch 1922 with hallie but i fell asleep
- may 12th, 2018: woke up and ate some cereal / decided to try and throw a party / got ready a little bit and went to the car dealership with hallie / got my license plate put on / got some panera / went back home and ate my panera / hallie went home / bought steely dan tickers / chilled with frankie until i had to go to work / made $101 / picked up some solo cups from walmart after work / went home / frankie and walter asleep on the couch / no one wanted to come to my party / daisy, hallie, henry, elena, savannah, malik, and silas were the only ones to show up / drank, smoked, talked, and listened to music / everyone started leaving / went in my room with henry to tell him bye and ended up just falling asleep / silas, hallie, and elena were still in the house / woke up at 4 am to clean and lock the door / went back to sleep
- may 13th, 2018: woke up at 9:30 / ate some breakfast and started getting ready / elena left / went to work / had one single customer during lunch / jamie ordered 10 pizzas / brought henry smoothie king on my break and just hung around the liquor store the whole time / went back to work / made $50 all day / went home after work to get a change of undies / talked to my mom for a little while / went to donna's to let nunu out / went to henry's / caught blair as he was leaving for nashville / smoked with henry / went inside and talked to grant for a long time / went in henry's room / the best sex i've had in so long / fell asleep and didn't end up leaving until 6 am / smoked and watched buzzfeed unsolved until around 7 when i fell asleep
- may 14th, 2018: woke up at noon / ate some cereal and a pretzel / tried to clean basil's ears / chilled on the couch until i had to go to work
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