i realized i've truly became afraid of dancing. no matter how much i watch a choreography and think 'hey, that's fun, maybe i should try doing it', my body just freezes. whenever i start to move around i lose my balance and feel like i'm going to fall forward, so i stop immediately. i can't look straight. my posture slumps almost everytime. i feel a burning in my chest and if i don't stop myself i feel like it's going to burn me, literally. my head hurts a lot. i'm afraid of the mirror.