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- Jan 1: I am genuinely pessimistic about this year being any better or more productive/ successful than the last. I hate to be a grump, but...
- Jan 2: I sent in my application for the CC job in Mississippi. On the one hand, I'm really hopeful that this might be it for me. On the other, I'm scare out of my mind that I'll be settling and setting a negative path for my entire career. Also, Mississippi.
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- Jan 4: I think I'm into A.W. I haven't had a crush since my ex and its been so long. I'm completely unconfident and so, so awkward.
- Jan 5: I think Irene is basically my soulmate and may be the inspiration I needed to finally write my book.
- Jan 6: Go into the doctor for back pain, leave with an order for a full blood work up and possible prescription for hbp medicine.
- Jan 7: Muscle relaxers, man.
- Jan 8: As much as I say I enjoy being lazy and doing nothing, I really cannot do that for more than a couple days. Day three on the couch and I feel grimy and potato-ish and like I'm becoming one with the furniture. In a bad way.
- Jan 9: I'm starting to feel like the rut I've fallen into in my career path and the flow of my life is deeper and less easily surmounted than I originally thought.
- Jan 10: So something I've realized (being an awkward introvert myself)...it's hard to tell if an awkward introvert is being awkward and introverted and doesn't know how to interact with you or if he genuinely is uninterested and doesn't WANT to interact with you.
- Jan 11: I loved The Imitation Game and I cried like a baby at the end. I have a difficult time meshing what I should believe and what I really feel I believe.
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